Ace

Hung out with Wa,Ilya,Ann and Raa this evening around 600 or so

Raa had cards with her and we played Kurap because it's the easiest (and maybe because,I,err am clueless about the other card games hehe)
A mosquitoe bit my arm and so I twisted it towards Ilya to check the bite mark out with the cards still firmly gripped when suddenly Ilya and Raa burst into laughter
Okay,fine! Bimbo sikit ah aku. Banyak ah sebenarnya hahahaha
Got bored and Waa found a soccer ball across the field and took it
No idea what got into us today,bahasa gila rempit sial hari ni !
Crude jokes were tossed around,mainly about the ball
Ilya thought she had the Brit accent down pat but she sounded like a Kelantanese trying to converse in English haa yew tink yew so tiiiiiut haa
And we're not built for soccer,main macam ^$%@%!(#&!
Left the padang around 715 or so and we split up
ILYA (See,aku bold kan nama kau hahahaha emoshit,niggerrr),Waa and I turned on the radio and sang rap songs in these gruff voices
I think we got Girlfriend on tape,will post it if I get my hands on it
Honestly,we do some bonding practically everyday but somehow,today was different
I have no idea as to why you guys made my day
Maybe it's because you four are the only people who actually bother to put up with me
Dah lah aku macam bimbo gila babi nak mati tiap-tiap hari
You must be extremely infatuated with me *sighs* hahahaha

PLKN: Maaf! 921112106050 tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010. Terima Kasih.
*kisses the ground*

Gender Bender

Ada orang tu obsessed dengan chick flick,siap nangis tengok My Sassy Girl lagi :') ahahahahahahahahahahaha LMAO ROFL

Cold Shoulder

If it makes you feel any better,this silent treatment is worse than isolation. Over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin. Those who still consider you as a friend even after you decide to pull a bank heist are the ones who accept you,flaws included. They constantly remind you that you know just how to be a pain in the derriere.The thing is,they are well aware that loving you is learning to put up with all your ramblings. Friends like these don't come along often. Trust me,I out of all people,should know.

However,some weave their way through your life and disappear forever. You may think you know him/her like the palm of your hand. Never in a gazillion years did you ever expect them to walk out on you. I never expected it either because the silly fights usually lead to an apology ten minutes after. People tell you to get over it and that you have a million other friends you can count on,which is true. Why bother,no? Sometimes,they can never understand how it is to be in my shoes right now. I don't think anyone will be able to understand . There are days when I feel so frustrated and aggravated,I feel like ripping my hair out and scream freakin' loud till my neighbours call the cops.Over these past few weeks,making decisions has been the hardest part ever. Should I? What If I ...?

Which leads to my final decision,I simply won't try anymore. Though,if you bump into me five years from now and act all buddy-buddy with me,I swear I will rub that smile off your face. I don't care if people think I didn't make an effort which is bullcrap,because I can bet my skinny arse I made a hell of an effort. If I have to endure days where it's just a tight smile or a forced reason to speak to me,so be it. Sue me for sounding so overrated and cliche' but maybe,just maybe,I'm closing the book. I despies stories that keep the readers hanging,with question marks lingering in their minds. Therefore,I wont keep anyone hanging. I apologize if words had come out harsh,though I sincerely doubt that. Just in case you're wondering,I didn't dedicate one whole post for bad-mouthing you simply because I have no valid reason to do so and because I dont have any intentions either.

Ilya : I'm Aishah Zein,I know people hate me. I just choose to not give a f*ck about it!
HAHAHAHA damn Ilya,you couldn't be more precise! Ehem,that's why I'm not a nervous wreck like some people,pardon me if I don't show any response to your bashes
Have a nice day (A)

Waves

When somebody asks you how you are,you answer with a shrug
You know they don't really care because it's what we call an ice-breaker
Sooner or later,people decide to just get on with their lives,why bother?
Choosing not to ask knowing that the answer might hurt,no?
One day,this random guy brings up a sensitive subject,one that you've tried to avoid but it kills you not to probe?
Anyways,he stops to take a look at you and asks "So,How Do You Feel About It?"
Suddenly,you're overwhelmed by a myriad of feelings
Because you know,you just know that he really,truly wants to know how you feel
Jarang jumpa lelaki macam tu. I sat beside a guy like that today,am talking to a guy like that right now.
As for the rest? Well,guys like that ain't got balls.

Been investing in bangles,plain over sized tshirts and aviators lately
Don't feel like making an effort these days,why bother?
Shall go with the flow,yo !
Despite my less than satisfying results,I found out that Pn. Suhana really thinks I can do it
She told me there were form two girls coming up to her and asking her about my results
Bak kata dia "Mungkin Aishah tak tau,tapi nama Aishah paling banyak disebut tau"
Ehem,have a feeling it ain't good crap about me though
Anyways,she told me that as much as my name's being mentioned and as much as I'm known (possibly for being a sucky role model),
I've to show people that my IQ is higher than that of Jessica Simpson
I know this may sound silly,but her approach actually worked
Albeit SPM is four more months away,Imma strive for better results
Oh,I think I'm gonna stop feeding you bullcrap by saying I wont be online blablabla.
Who am I kidding -_-' Besides,I can have cake and eat it too,or something like that
Bimbo momeeeeent *shut up Audrey*
So hyped up right now,like an Energizer Bunny !

p.s Freakin' stoked that I've watched Transformers on Wednesday,sayang Bob ! hahaha
p.p.s Megan Fox is freakin' hot ! I mean,she may be the most beautiful thing that will ever walk on Earth! K,I sound like a holy lesbian worshipper but damn,you'd have to be completely insane if you think otherwise
p.p.p.s I have zero idea as to why my mood swing just did a 180 ! I mean,I'm having my period todaaay and I'm usually curled up in a foetal position on my bed with a hot water bottle by my side,screeching here and there but not this month,weiiiird
p.p.p.p.s God,this is actually bruising my I'm Having My Period So Don't Stand In My Way ego :'(
p.p.p.p.p.s This post isn't really over,is it? I feel like eating bread,just bread.I shall stop here,no here,okay,hereeee. Eee,babi annoying Sha,diam ah.Okay,tooodles!

Need A Mirror?

Thanks for that ever so heartfelt "wake-up call",love
Albeit I expected something a little more original than the whole 10 Things I Hate About You routine

Hair-Raisers

I'll tell you something else that's hair-raising,worth a skyward movement of your eyebrows too
My Midterm results ! Shiteful ! Not so much of a shock but my lack of consistency these past few years have a way of bringing me down every time an exam paper is given out .
As for the additional matematics paper,it deserves a comedy slot tau ! When Ooi gave me the paper,I felt deflated for like,five seconds or so until I doubled over in laughter. Tak sampai dua digit pun tau hahahaha. I'm sure most of you who score really well for this Godforbidden subject are dumbfounded at the moment,aye? Thing is,I didn't make an effort to constantly do exercises and whatever so ni lah akibatnya. Made a deal with Wa,if I were to tell you people,it'll be your turn to gawp but no,we're taking each other up on this deal because it's for our own good.
Now,I'm going to have to come up with an excuse to tell Mum before she gets a seizure during Parent-Teacher Day.
Contemplating moment starts....now.
I will work my ass off for Trials and I want to work my ass for Trials because I want those As
Sorry sikit,I'm dead serious this time. Besides,it downright sucks being around walking brains. Makes me feel so dumb and all my energy/giddiness disappears just like that *snaps fingers*
Hence,after tomorrow's soiree,I won't be updating much.
Let's see how far my will is going to take me this time,keeping my fingers cross that my attention and determination span stays much longer than before.

Weight of the World On My Shoulders

Hey Hi Hello,My Devoted Stalkers ! Well,if there are any of you.
Mixed emotions as of this very hour due to the fact that third semester will begin in about 10 hours
Albeit I'm feeling indifferent,it's not exactly an occasion that deserves a joy dance or whatnot
I'm guessing we'll be swamped with a ton of homework and PEKA reports and filling in SPM forms again.
Oh well,four more months of this and I'm literally over and done with high school,I halfheartedly can't wait when the day comes for us to walk out of that gigantic blue gate,for good
In the meantime,Imma stick it 0:)
Second week of the holidays left little satisfaction for me,wasn't thoroughly spent but there are more days to come
Kita mana pernah kisah pun cuti ke tak hahahaha
Spent a few days in Kuantan with the whole family,yearly sorta affair and it was super duper enjoyable
The fact that there were a few eye candy around the beach didn't hurt either (OMG JATUH CINTA !)
Today however,called up Wa and Ilya and we made plans to go to One Utama just to spend the smidgens of the last few hours
And we did exactly that by singing,no,screeching in Neway . Sumpah best sial,dah lah macam ruckus gila padahal kita tiga orang je !
We're dragging a certain someone there for her birthday with them girls this Friday night,yeahyeah
Meanwhile,I've just realized that we 92's have only ten weeks to consume whatever we've learnt for our trials
Scaring the beejezus outta me,so I made a timetable which,by now,everyone knows will not come to use
I mean,I just scribble down the timetable in a lousy attempt to make me feel at ease and because I felt super duper studious at that moment....Moment's over
Anyways,I'm too lazy to elaborate on more. Happy Schooling,peeps !

Daisy,How Lowe Can You Go?

Swear to God,the second (and last) week of the holidays are as dull as observing tap water drip

Ain't It Easy

"A wink and a smile,and the land is ours"

Yes,Oui,Si

One week down,another to go. Prior to what I said before,the holidays are starting to feel the way it naturally should as of late.
I was wrong though,things will never cease to amaze me,never. My parents have drastically loosen up,as long as they see me in one piece and with every item of clothing on,s'all good. At the rate I've been going out,it's gonna require a wee bit extra effort for that dreaded exam.
Exams shmexams,I swore to myself I won't look at a book during this two weeks with the exception of tuition of course.
How about a quick but detailed recap of how my week went off okay?Okay!
I'll skip Monday and Tuesday,because I aimlessly hung around TTDI on both days. Belting out songs in the car with mi amigos and stopping to watch the guys play futsal in Athinahapan or Sulei or Chua.Trips to Secret Recipe have lessen but it's a good thing,I have a feeling the waiters dah muak tengok kita hahaha.

On Wednesday,we successfully pulled off the Under-18 futsal league!Big sigh of relief for that. Dad dropped me off in One Utama around 10am and basically,we spent half the day at the futsal court with 66 guys hahaha (Y)

On Thursday,we had Physics in the morning with Mr. KOOL. Mum insisted on me bringing the sisters out and I felt guilty for leaving them at home with Dad so we went to One Utama,booked tickets for Monsters vs Alien and Hannah Montana : The Movie. 'Twas Bring-Your-Sibling-Out-Day because Waa,Ilya and I had our sisters in tow. Dragged Mum to go watch Hannah Montana with us at 10pm and she willingly obliged.I now will not deny the fact that it was one heck of a good movie ! Deep message sorta thing,scenes were hilarious and touching even plus the eye candy wasn't bad either. I swear to God I wouldn't mind watching it again.

On Friday,Ilya and Afiqah picked me up and we had a quick lunch at Ilya's place.Waited for Ann,Naim and Atin.Once they arrived,Naim sent us to the lrt station.On the way there though,Ilya and I were a wee bit pissed off by this one small thing and the others were laughing at us,never seen us that angry before kot hahaha,Naim was shouting and cheering us on -_-' Bought tickets and went to KLCC but when we got there,our main plan totally backfired.
We looked like little kids who didnt get their ice-cream or something.We walked around and decided to sit in the park. Managed to get a spot away from the Promote Diri Stairs and as per usual,we did the normal riff. Afiqah and Ann were so amused by the guy who was cleaning out the pond thingie,serious enough to actually want to pursue in that sorta career hahaha.There was this extremely gorgeous mat salleh guy and we were giggling like idiots.Ilya and I even mustered up the courage to go say hi but then this fugly fat lady with pigtails got in the way,ish!
The others left so it was just Ilya and I,we booked tickets for 17 Again and walked around until it was time.HOMG! This is another movie I wouldn't mind watching a gazillion times again.Ilya and I were silently squealing in our seats,Zac Efron is mind-blowingly sizzling HAHAHA. One scene in the movie made me cry,so romantic :') We went home immediately after that but the lrt ride wasn't as amusing since Lana wasn't around. Had Physics with Mr. Kool again that night and we've begun to loosen up around him or in other words,dah start get distracted easily. I kept staring and making faces at Eijas because he was up to his freaky antics yet again but Mr. Koo suspects I'm infatuated with Eijas -_-' For one,Eijas can be hilarious at times though. He made up this dance and I imitated him. Coincidently,Keeping Up With The Kardashians was on and there was this scene where Rob Jr.'s girlfriend was arguing with him. Eijas was walking around the living room,snapping his fingers and saying things like "Mhmm,You Tell Him Grrrrlfriend"
Sorry,Jas! Ke-macho-an you hilang sikit . I stayed over for the night since Mum was at a wedding plus I was quite looking forward to watch a thriller with Ilya's mum but by the time she came back,saliva was already dripping from my mouth HAHA!

On Saturday,Ilya and I woke up 5 minutes before Mr Koo came. Yes,you read correctly. I see Mr. Koo more than I see my boyfriend! I mean,theoretically speaking lah here ! Heck,it's worth it though since Physics has become a wee bit more appealing to me now. Everyone was restless during Nathan's class because we planned to go to Bangsar right after. Syasya came and picked us up and we basically hung around in Jeumpa D'Ramo where they had the Bijou Bazaar.
Bummer,not many booths and I had little pocket money to spare. But I owe Ana,Ann and Ilya $$$ since they chipped in to buy me a dress,bag and a ring ( Sayang Sangat ! )
Walked to Telawi with Ann and Ilya to grab a bite and we dropped by some shops. Bosan ah,no clothes worth buying in most of the shops but we did burn calories after climbing those steps.

On Sunday (today), I had breakfast with Mum at Ikano. Picked up Wa and Ana and we left for Bangsar again. Spent a few minutes at the bungalow to pick my things up and walked to Telawi with Wa and Arissa. I found the absolute perfect dress for the Spring in Greece dinner ! It's white chiffon with floral patterns on it,halter neck. I've bought bangles and whatnots already. Went to One Utama after that and met Ilya. She's going to Cherating for three days and after seeing Ilya practically 24/7,I wont be seeing her for a loooong time :'( Tomorrow is Monday and I shall spend the day cleaning up my room and start loading my things into the boxes,we have to move as soon as possible.

Eventful week lah sangat ! But I've been spending way too much moughlah and neglecting my books. I shall finish my Physics PEKA and squeeze in some extra brain-busting time with Biology and History.