Take Flight

Has the anticipation of a blog update slowly eating you alive from the inside out? Hahahaha !
Cmon,don't tell me you don't visit my blog a few times and sigh and say "Ala,Tak Update Lagi?! " and then you stumble upon this page again in the hopes of a new post?! Cmon cmon,mesti ada perasaan hampa/pasrah? Sikit je pun? Takde? Ala,okay,takpe :')
However,I am not here to be your mini source of online entertainment. I have lost my mojo ! Well,for now that is. So,you'll just have to wait until the sudden rush of creative juices start flowing in my medulla oblongata again .
Till then,this is better than nothing,XX

Suka Sangat

Rushed through my Biology paper so I could leave school early with Ana.
Dad kept on joking how he was smuggling two fugitives away from school hahaha and on the way to the car,Ana's paper bag ripped in half so her heels and clothes were scattered along the corridor hahahaha. Ilya,Afiqah and Lana left first so we didn't wanna catch the train to KL.Stopped by my place so I could change and then to Ana's where we waited for Ann and Naim. Raya gridlock is unbearable,we tried following other routes to beat the traffic but to no avail. Cars were lining up the roads on every side so we just had to bear with that. Naim drove around the same area a few times to look for Jaa's store and everyone depended on my directions at first so,err,we got lost. Hahahahahaha. Road rule #1 Never,ever ask me for directions. Hmph.

Gave up after the 123456789th time so we headed to Pavillion. Browsed around there and bought a bodycon skirt. I shall invest in the two maryjanes at Topshop. The urge and lust for shoes has finally flowed through my veins,much to Mum's despair hahaha. Met Ilya,Afiqah and Lana at Topshop before they left and the four of us i.e me,Ana,Ann and Naim met Jaa at Zara. Nothing thrilled any of us at Pavillion since we were all out of moughlah so we left since Ann and Jaa wanted to go to Masjid Jamek. In the car,Jaa made a confession about Firdaus hahahahahahhaaha omagadd. Another reason to poke fun at him next time we meet up .
We literally explored the not-so elite side of Kuala Lumpur. Jakun sangat,macam tourist :') Okay,I dengan Ana je ah hahahahaha.

We were quite thrilled by the fact that we were walking in the pouring rain in the middle of the hustle and bustle of last minute Raya shopping. Walked to Jaa's shop and Ana found out that she got her period. Funniest part of our trip yet ! Terjerit-jerit dalam toilet,hahahahaha,lawak sangat ! Nasib baik takde orang lain dalam kedai -_-' Stopped by Pertama as Ann wanted to look for her tailor. But she couldn't remember where the shop was,so we were walking in circles for fifteen minutes or so. Ana and I were actually so damn exhausted,dari masuk kereta from Pavillion lah sebenarnya but we managed to make light of the situation when the both of us came up with a new punch line. I Feel You Man,I Feel You *in a deep voice and thumps chest with fist* hahahahaha. We kept on saying that every few minutes.

Left KL around 8pm or so and dropped Ana at home and Jaa at One Utama. Wanted to see the boys tapi terlalu penaaaaat so I went back to Ann's place where we ate,changed into oversized tees and had a heart-to-heart talk,as always. Selalu ada sesi meluahkan perasaan bila baring atas katil Ann.....sounds wrong tapi takpe,kita kan sehati sejiwa :') Hahahaha we shall have a conference under the duvet with Ilya okay next timeee? Anyhoo,serious best. Best sangat. It's something we did out of the blue and totally uncalled for and I know that we won't really get to this again next year. Khidhir,Acap and Ahlami are going off to London in December but Ilya and I are leaving next year :'( Kan best kalau semua pegi sama time,Skype partayh ! Hahahaha.S'kay,Singapore immediately after prom and before new year's eve okay,girls? Okay!

Once Again

Ilman : dkt area kmpng i xde hot girl sooo xde catalyst

Selamat Eid Mubarak,everyone ! Well aware that I haven't been such an angel these past few months to most people so my apologies for being harsh or whatsoever. It wasn't intentional most of the time,honest ! Have a joyous one with your family this year and it isn't wrong for you to (barbarically) devour your Mum's cooking on Sunday. Just make sure you unzip your kain first :') If you're travelling over to your kampungsss,then drive safely. Pakai seatbelt ! Don't run a redlight !And to the clan,I'll be expecting an invitation to open houses :')

P.s For those of you who wanna send a raya card or whatever,I forgot to tell you guys I've moved to number 48 okay? Sorry sangat sangat,Izzud :'( hahaha

Battlefield

Adapting an I-Don't-Give-A-Flying-Tuck attitude has its fair share of pros and cons. Eventhough I still have to sit for the Biology papers tomorrow,I can't help but to share the relief and joy of Trials ending. Yeah,it's a pretty bittersweet affair,considering the fact that we still have SPM to go through in a matter of 8 weeks but well,Raya is on it's way ! See? Life is fair in some ways. Haven't seen my tailored kebayas and kurungs yet but I'm doing pastels this year which in a way,is dangerous. Wearing white on the first day means being extra careful when I devour Mum's rendang and lemang and assam laksa and teh tarik. Ramadhan this year has been somewhat effortless,time flies extremely fast when you're preoccupied with your own thoughts and dronwing six feet deep in books. Kind of depressing to think that this'll be over in a matter of three days,not being able to faithfully and succesfully fulfill the compulsory Islamic duties. Will I still be on Earth when the next Ramadhan rolls around? InsyaAllah.

On a lighter note,today was hectic,most definitely. Fifth formers were scattered around the school compound,getting signatures for our testimonial certificates. Felt so sentimental and depressed,high school is almost over for us in a matter of weeks :'( Graduation Night is being held on the 2nd of October and the anticipation is already making me feel giddy.Shall need to stock up on boxes of tissue,fo shiznit ! Our stepping stones are beginning to feel like climbing rocks. After the Additional Math paper (if you keep up with my updates on Facebook,I did daydream for over an hour or so,scribbled nonsense on a paper so I appear to look engrossed in variance,functions,p.distributions,vectors and permutations HAHA),most of my classmates grabbed their bags and literally,zoomed out of class to go home. You know in cartoon where when the bill comes,semua blaa and the glasses will be spinning semua? Ala,takkan tau punya hahaha. Waa and I went up to 5 Gama and hung out for awhile and walked around school until it was time to go home. Buj was waving his testimonial in my face and kept on asking " Do You See It ?" I honestly didn't get the point until he did it for the fifth time when he said DOB,masa tu pun blur lagi. 16 September 2009. My reaction was amusing,said Oh Oh Ohhhh a couple of times and wished him. Happy Birthday,Buuuuuuj ! Eventhough I selalu suruh you shut up when you're singing and screaming on Skype,keep on doing it okay? So you can annoy the guys as well (Y).Reached home and immediately flopped down on the bed and slept until 630 with only my undies HAHA. Caught up on my much-awaited slumber after three weeks of sleeping for only two hours. Caffeine has been a good friend to me during Trials.

Will elaborate on Dayana's seventeenth soon,too much to absorb at once but it was the shiznit. Leaving school early tomorrow before heading of to KL with the girls. Mum bought an iPod touch *does the victory jig*. And now,I shall persuade her to purchase a new laptop. Raya's all about the moughlah among other obvious reasons. TTYL !

Synergy

I probably have LOSER plastered on my forehead for having to sit for my missed Biology paper on Thursday while everyone will be sleeping in. Might as well carry the neon arrows to go with it.

Tally Ho !

In case it makes you feel better,you mean the world to me but I can't handle this rush of butterflies in my stomach.
Words can't begin to comprehend how I feel right now. If apologizing and explaining myself to you wasn't enough,just know that this is genuine.
Excuse me if I'm being corny or cliche' but maybe when I figure this out and when we decide to keep this safely locked in the memory box of our thoughts,I would love to be able to talk to you again.Till then,I'll be flying solo without a co-pilot.

Distant Footsteps

It's sad when people you know become people you knew.When you can walk past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours on end and how now,you can barely even look at them. Words can't even begin to measly explain how much I miss these people. It's bad enough now but after the last school bell rings for us,I'm sure the others would hop on this bandwagon as well. Raring to see who'll stay put when the rest of the world walks out.

Lst Strw

Would wear leather if not for the scorching heat over here

Completely forgot that Physics with Mr. Koo started at 9am today so I only woke up at around,well,9am because Mum and Dad were banging on the door every few seconds. Known in my family to take the longest showers,I was an hour late. Ilya had a feng-shui moment and her room is extra spacious now,I likee. Lama sial tak baring atas katil dia ! Didn't stay long because Mum promised she'd take us to Pavillion *does the victory jig*
Had to pick up Opah from the hair salon and she came out of the door with red,voluminous hair! I love my gramma,she goes against every Malay taboo in the book and backs me up most of the time. I mean,my family never really minded my wearing short skirts etc. but it's somewhat comforting and satsifying when my gramma tells my parents to lay off or when she randomly tells me about how she used to smoke cancer sticks every second and says if she didn't have to take care of Atok,she'd be doing it hahaha. And I get my bitching mojo from my gramma,no doubt. Okay,went off track for awhile there. As I was saying,we tried beating the traffic by following another route but were caught in a traffic jam just as bad. I was singing and banging my head to the beat on my iPod when my sister nudged and told me that the people in the next car found me amusing. Malu sangat sangat tapi kena control cool so I just stared at them until they felt awkward. Luck was on our side as we managed to snag a parking space as soon as we arrived. The first,and only place I really wanted to check out was Cotton On. I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I EVER SAID IN MY PREVIOUS POST ! Freakin' cheap,extremely cheap and Mum was feeling generous so apa lagi. Bought alot of tops and five shoes. Heading on to Pavillion on Thursday with Ilya and I shall invest in the essentials bahaha.
Pretty sure the people behind us at the counter were a bit peeved,sorry ah bro *tangan Nash*
Didn't have the heart to even glance in Topshop's way so I just stood outside while Mum was in Diva. Again,tempat promote diri depan area tu,no offense,just saying *holds hands up in defense*
I have a mountain of thoughts I feel like sharing but they'll have to wait until Wednesday. Till then,xx

Don't you just loathe yourself when you stumble upon shoes,rings,etc. and when you open your purse,you see...receipts and nothing else?

Skyper

Okay,scratch what I just said.
Conference calls with the guys and Ilya always makes it better (y)
And I just remembered why I despised you in the first place,kid.
And I just realized that nobody gets OUR jokes like WE do.
And I'm guessing I'm not good friends with first impressions.
Thus the reason as to why I'm sticking with the amigos and don't really socialize with new people much.
They're the only ones who actually took the time to handle my rants.

Streetwalkers

Once realization washes over me,I'd see that nobody could ever make my days better.
Not even my family,my friends,a boy,a good book,retail therapy,binge sessions,naps,a bath,taking walks by myself,a friendly passerby,an adorable little kid,an advert on the televisions or billboards,movies,songs. Nothing,nada,zip,niet.
Something's missing and the fact that I have absolutely no clue as to what that is,leaves me feeling agitated,dejected and blah.

Radar

I write at top speed so I usually finish my papers thirty minutes earlier if my fingers feel numb or I'm confident with my answers.
While waiting for the bell to ring / agama papers to be collected,I decided to clean out my pencilbox which looks like a baby elephant's arse. Freakin' spacious thus the reason as to why I found my cosmetics/house keys etc in there.
Almost laughed hysterically when I dumped everything on my desk. I have close to twenty pens/pencils,five erasers,two leads,two rulers,a stapler and other knick knacks (Choki choki pun ada,berzaman punya). Bit my lip so hard to restrain myself from giggling,I have a cut in the middle of my bottom lip.

Ilya saw this wiggly bug on the floor when everybody was waiting for our rides so we asked Ilman to step on it. He refused,then we asked Majid to do so. He missed a few times then refused because his shoe had a hole. Then we pulled Eijas and he was spinning around,looking for the bug sedangkan kita dah pegang kepala dia,siap tunjuk lagi ulat tu kat mana.
Then the rest came and well,it was probably amusing to see seventeen year olds peering at a teeny weeny bug.
Ahlami was holding up his testpad which had Let's Party written on it * inside Skype joke*
So I told him that it was too early because,well,kalau explain memang takkan paham. He flipped open to the next page and everyone burst out laughing. Kita Party Kay? Hahahahahahahahahaha lawak gila . Then there was our equation (beer) + (martini) = ?
(dance) x infinity hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. It may not seem the least bit hilarious to you guys though ,takpe takpe.

Will be on my way now,gonna catch up on my Physics and Additional Math. I shall flip through the Addmath paper tomorrow,maybe even try to look like I'm furiously jotting down the formulas and equations just for fun and then catch up on my zzzzz after an hour or so. Got my hands on AAR's concert tickets. Oh,Tyson *swooons* Just a slight reminder to every Muslim out there,kita kena bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah dah kurniakan. Tons of other people out there are probably longing to be in your shoes.

Not too keen on having Cotton On in Kuala Lumpur. I mean,yeah it's great we don't have to hop on the next plane to Singapore or Australia but I have a feeling there'll be clones everywhere. The realization only dawned on me when Ann mentioned it this morning. Oh the joy. Agama paper starts tomorrow and covering all topics is impossible. Slightly upset I decided to take EST as an extra subject because my days are full until the sixteenth.
More of me here in two weeks time,patience is a virtue dahling !

Comeback

Literature Question ; Sonnet 18

In your own words,is comparing your beloved to a hot Malaysian day effective? Explain.
No,in my opinion,a hot day in Malaysia does not sound as romantic as a summer's day.

HAHAHAHAHA Sumpah I jawab tu tadi. Word by word.