Thursday, April 30, 2009

Victory Party

Sunday night was the highlight of my week with the exception of Sports Day
Had a relatively large get-together at Mel's place,both for celebrating our victory and just to occupy everyone's Sunday night before school on Monday (the horror)
At first,we were thinking of just inviting them Blues but Odeng and I rounded up the whole gang at the last minute
Ordered-in Dominos and headed on over to Mel's place with Wa,Ilya and Audrey around 7pm
Wa left early because her fever catapulted,masyaAllah,panas gila
Audrey attempted to carry me but failed miserably so we fell to the floor together,landed on Auds tummy . You know you love me,Vajay *grins
The guys were equally amused by my faux-leather tights,tsk tsk,men *shakes head*


Apa ni Sha?!Macam sticky *pulling at the tights - Azrie
Aku takboleh doh tengok orang pakai tights macam kau- Maijd
Sha,stopmoving. Its too shiny,sakit mata -Tak Nampak Siapa,Dengar Je
What e
eez theeez ? *pulling at the tights -Buj

Audrey,Ilya and I gave Hornysha a lap-dance,we be humpin' yo hahaha
Mind you,Jai Ho was on at that moment so it was damn hilarious
Haniesha nonstop cakap,We Be Humpin We Be Humpin while jiggling her knees (sumpah kuat,what with three girls sitting on her histerically giggling )

Me : Shaa,lawa gila you harini ! (was telling Farisha,mind you)
Haniesha (out of nowhere) : Thaaaanks Sha !
Me : Eh err,I was talking to Farisha lah Sha !
Haniesha : Oh ahahahahaha !

Everyone decided to leave at the same time so we lepak-ed outside while we waited for our rides
Tengok dorang merempit,note to self,never get on a motorbike when Buj's driving,dangerous habis hahaha
'Twas enjoyable,really. We shall do this again after Midterm !
Pictures are a'coming,patience is a virtue .
Hornysha,Hanie,Afiqah and Odeng are the victims this time around (Y)

Subzero Blues !

Yesterday We Fell,Today We Rise,Tomorrow We Rule

Seng Fatt gets to keep his balls.
After consecutively winning for seven years and losing last year much to everyone's shock (and glee,depending on how you look at it)
Blues snatched back the gold trophy this year *cue applause and screaming*
Bak kata orang lain,
Biru Bangkit Balik . The icing on the cake?It was under our fifth form batch:'))
Reached school at around 630am and rushed to the old 5 Beta to get ready.Everyone was bustling in and out,most of us already feeling restless because Jaa didn't arrive yet (she had all the costumes with her) and all the other kawad teams were on their way to the stadium
By the time Jaa arrived,a teacher called us and insisted we got onto the bus.Reluctantly,everyone had to change in the bus.Basically,I had to half-strip out of my clothes to get into my kimono at the back of the bus which in turn made me sick because I stood up all the way to Shah Alam,people !
Once we got off the bus,we were told to get in line because the perbarisan would start in a few minutes.Bangga sikit lah bila orang kata costume Rumah Biru smaaaart gila babi hahahaha :')
Reds were Circus-themed,Greens were Environmental Friendly,Yellows were Egyptians while we were the Subzero Blues
I think the only word to describe the situation before the perbarisan was hectic. Most of the form 5s who were in the perbarisan were grabbing each other for a photo op and asking people to retouch their makeup etcetera etcetera.Mann and Farid cakap, Hmm Baguslah Ada Samurai Ketot i.e me -_-'
I was quite amused by the sword I was given as a prop,sumpah jakun nak mati hahaha
I was sweating bullets while we were standing under the sun during Negaraku,Lagu Sekolah,Speeches (ack) and the Ikrar,thank God for my fan though.
Most of the senior Blue guys took part in the race,so it was up to us girls to naikkan the semangat.There we were,practically on the race-tracks,screaming and shouting and running along with our banners
Mind you,I didn't change out of my costume the whole day so yes,I was darned hot,literally and figuratively speaking HAHA
Finally,after the guys were done,they joined in as well and the whole day basically rotated
around cheering and taking pictures.
Haziq lawak gila babi aa,sakit perut sial tengok.Has a future in being a sports announcer hahahah.
Budu made up a cheer for us while he was walking around with Lana and Audrey,it goes something like Uway-uway.Takda kena-mengena langsung dengan our Ninja Warrior theme but everyone got used to shouting that hahaha (Y)
During one of the race,Blues were leading so far ahead,no other houses could catch up .That was when we were all shouting and jumping on the seats. We even had a shouting match with Rumah Merah hahaha
Mann,Ilman,Ijam and Danesh sempat lari all the way with the runners lagi,fuuh,semangat.
Sat with Waa,Ann,Ilya,Raidah,Afiqah and Diey during intervals under the shade,watching Raidah dip her lollipop into the orange juice -_-'
Met the guys and stood with the rest,joking around and then we were off again to support the Blues.Dah lah gerak sama-sama,macam puak jepun gila ah hahaha.Heck,we even supported Rumah Hijau when their runners were close to collapsing.Can you say sporting much?Hahaha
Towards the last event,after screaming my lungs out,my throat was aching and my head was throbbing so I had to sit down awhile until the teachers told us to go to the tracks for the awards ceremony.
Rumah Biru got Naib Johan for Perbarisan (damn shocked and dissapointed) but we won Banner Terbaik . Holy shit,after all that hardwork,staying in school sampai kena halau dengan guard,definitely paid off .
When they announced Rumah Biru won for Acara Sukan,us form fives were screaming and running to the stage,overjoyed and ready to faint.Adrenalin was rushing through our veins by then,pretty confident that the gold trophy was ours again.When the announcer said
"Dan Juara Sukan Tahunan SMK Taman Tun Dr. Ismail Tahun 2009 Jatuh Kepada Rumah......... Biru",
I was ready to collapse right there and then but before I could do that,us Blue Form Fives were racing to the stage,jumping and screaming and hugging each other,kissing the trophy.My kimono was halfway open but hell,what did I care?!Odeng,who's the Ketua Rumah,kept cool all the way hahaha.
I was dared to kiss the racingtracks if we won somewhere during the day so I did exactly that hahahaa.
Mann threw a Coke can at us -_- but dah calm down by the time we arrived school because I got a message from him,congratulating us (Y)
Ilya,Flapp,Eijas and I got onto another bus that was half empty. Ada Kid,Amir,Danial,Nieda and a few others so memang puas gila aa tidur.
Gave a lift home to Diey,Eijas,Acap,Flapp,Syakir and Ilman and by the time I arrived home,I immediately passed out on the couch hahaha.

Could I ever describe how ecstatic I felt yesterday?God,no.
I'm overjoyed and proud to have been part of the batch who managed to rise the Blues back to our place again.
At the same time,I feel upset and nostalgic knowing that it was my last Sports Day in high school.
No more screaming for our teams,skipping classes to make banners and costumes.
Lagi lah sedih bila gang berlambak macam kita punya,boleh buat puak sendiri dah.
There's a big part of me that's awfully reluctant to leave school behind but there's 6 more months left and you can bet your bottom dollar Imma make the best of it.
Victory Party mariiiiii !

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Tuesday,28th April 2009
Hello,Sir Hectic.Perhaps we've met before?
Collapsed on my bed around 7pm today,the same time I came home from school
My God,raptai for Sports Day was excruciatingly hot so after that,made my way up to finish decorating the banners
The old 5 Beta class is really messy,with paint and paper scattered around,random people included
Prolly the last time most of the form fives will actually have a valid reason to skip classes:(
We're using my design for one banner *bangga :') hahahaha
I might have to add myself,the banners are looking mighty fine .
Although,I was semi-crushed after sneaking a peek at Yellow and Red's banners tapi takpa takpa
I can never sit still in one place for too long,so I basically walked around school with Afiqah,pengkhianat rumah Hijau !
Was supposed to substitute Raihan at the stadium tomorrow but somehow,malas je
Checked out the costumes in Kota Damansara after school,pretty cooool
Dengki sikit je bila tengok costume Rumah Kuning/Merah (sampai nak upah owner tu simpah semua costume hahaha)
Went back to school and finished the main banner,halfway through,I realized I accidentally spilled black paint on it and everyone's reaction was priceless.

Wednesday,29th April 2009
Today,instead of going to the Stadium,I stayed behind to help with the banners and costumes
Spent the whole day mostly with Flapp,Syakir,Eijas and Fiza.
Had a debate on why girls don't wash their hair everyday -_-'
Syakir was on a rooooll today,sakit peruuut tengok
Rushed back home to take a bath and went to school yet again to put the final touches on our banners
Sebelah petang pula,ada Odeng semua so lagi bising = lagi best
Darned enthusiastic about tomorrow,woohoo !

p/s nak kahwin dengan Ku Izzat,comel gila nak mati macam fish ball times a gazillion !

Monday, April 27, 2009

Electric





Out of the 67219841056 guys in the universe,you just had to be the one
The one who really,can't tell the difference between lust and love
The one who would always make my heart skip a beat
The one who honestly,was hardly ever there for me
The one who got away
So you tell me,why do I find it so hard to want you to stop making me feel this way?
Why do I find it so irritating yet so comforting to know that I see you practically every day and so devastating to realize that I'd hardly ever see you after this?
Why do I find you so intriguing and why do I want you like I used to?After all these years?
And the most pathetic and heartbreaking thing is,you don't even give a damn. I have this feeling,you never did in the first place.
And what's more,I've known that sordid little fact a long time ago,honestly,I did.
But no matter how hard I try to despise you,to try and wake up in the morning and go Hey,You Don't Mean A Thing To Me Anymore,
there's a nigging feeling in me,a thought that screams to me every single second,
that I'd be the first person you see if something happens to you and you fall unconscious or whatever crap it'll be
I feel so bad for myself,so sorry for myself. No matter how many guys I fall for,you'd always be the one I'd turn to if that fails. HOW EFFING SAD IS THAT?!
I know exactly what all my rambling and ranting is about,it's called denial.
And goddammit,I really,really loathe being in denial.
Because that's what I associate you with.I loathe you.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Shut Your Lips

Honestly,when will the day come for you to realize that you're not God's gift?
Push aside your mucho gigantico size of an ego for a few seconds,because you aren't gaining your friends' trust anymore
Push aside all that anger you've been repressing and ask yourself this,
Siapa yang patut sedarkan diri sekarang?You or us? If you ask me and I'm sure many people can vouch for me,the answer is pretty damn clear
I honestly don't want to start a fight because it can get awfully tiring and time-wasting,buat sakit kepala ada lah
Is this how we're going to spend the last year of school together?Probably even the last time we'd actually get to see everyone in one place at the same time?
Screaming down one other's ears and trying to prove we're right?
I'm giving that a thumbs down because I hate holding grudges,especially when it comes to friends

What A Load Of Bollocks

If there was a day when I seriously thought I could collapse on the floor below me from hopping to one shopping mall to the next,it would have to be last night
Dropped by school for a few hours and rushed home to get ready for Chemistry with Nathan and Biology with Ramesh
Never has there been a dull Chemistry tuition session because there's Waa,Ilya,Ann,Raa,Raidah,Afiqah,Ana and Jaa . Now,do you know why most of us can't really concentrate?
Nathan came thirty minutes late today and when he arrived,we were bombarding him with accusations and he simply said Sorry Sorry,I Duduk Dekat Jaipur Makan-Makan Kejap,Ingat Start Pukul 1pm and then he pulled out his trusty comb and combed his (barely visible) hair on his already balding head (rasanya,misai dia lagi tebal) hahahaha !
Ilya drove me over to Sya's place which is just a few houses away,mind you hahaha
Biology was okay as well,Raidah will always be on a roll when it we start talking about anything relating to the Reproductive System
Got on the LRT to KLCC an hour after that with Ilya and Lana. Ironically,everything was,well,just down-right ironic
Walked around and had lunch at Chilli's and the old waiter there had the hots for Lana,main-main tarik pinggan pulak,bak kata Ilya, Made for Hindi movie hahaha
Decided to go to Curve to watch a movie,so we left KLCC around 7pm and rushed down to the station
Note to self , Never Ride The LRT On A Saturday. Literally,like sardines in a can and Ilya and Lana were about a few steps in front of me so I was stuck between this guy and another guy.
Everytime the train jerked,I grabbed Ilya's hair and we just couldn't help ourselves,we were giggling like idiots for all thirteen stops. Cracked jokes the whole way as well and Lana molested a guy's ass.Semua macam annoyed gila tengok,hahahaha.
Arrived in Curve and booked tickets for Passengers which was effing stupid. Bodoh dia memang tak ingat dunia,I really felt like banging my head against the seat. Dah lah mengantuk,cerita ni nak suruh orang fikir pulak -_-'
Ilya on the other hand,really came off as someone high on crack. Walking around in small circles,winking at people and making weird sounds. Dah lah kena tolong pegang bag dia,dia takboleh stand on her own two feet,high sangat :( hahahaha
Tunggu Abang Lana bukan main lama lagi so we got back around 12am. And I was literally,beat.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Walking Haphazard

Words will never cease to amaze me
I see time passing by in plain sight and it's beginning to scare me and make me feel somewhat fidgety
Time and time again,people have been telling me that I'm the epitome of a procrastinator
And at the rate I'm leading my life right now seems to be proof
I've been playing a tug of war with my feelings lately but I'm one of the zillion of people who tend to hide feelings like a pro
A friend once told me that my face has never betrayed me and I'm done with maintaining my calm facade'
At the risk of sounding melodramatic,I can't make sense of myself anymore
Thoughts are racing through my mind at rapid speed,jumbled up, and I'm left standing with an imaginary question mark upon my head
Keeping thoughts locked in my head isn't healthy
My life feels so crammed right now,rimas sangat sampai tak tahan
I'm walking aimlessly these days,frown lines ready in waiting and as if I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders
But I keep telling myself,that someone somewhere has to lead their lives in an even worse condition

Monday, April 6, 2009

Show 'Em They're All Talk

We may not be cheerleaders but we can definitely kick ass,literally
Since everyone's talking about kawad,I think I shall jump on that bandwagon as well
Tomorrow's the competition and even though I'll be going as a bystander and orang tukang tolong pakaikan baju etc. this year,I feel as if my heart's about to crush my ribcage and jump out of my chest
Platoon 2009,I'm positive you'll do just fine tomorrow morning,give it your ALL
Dah cukup mantap,seragam,cantik semua lah kan? The feeling I got last year,when we won,was beyond describable,ecstatic or maybe even more
And I want you guys to feel that way tomorrow,boleh boleh boleeeh punya !
Before this,we've had this huge misunderstanding and I'm glad we settled it today
And I'm sorry if whatever I said before this blew out of proportion,let bygones be bygones mm?
I'm hoping we get the chance to go to Zon Negeri because macam tak puas pulak cakap dengan semua orang hahaha

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Mannerism

Sukantara is finally over,no more running in the mud and tossing heavy bullets !
Feeling somewhat sentimental and morose in more ways than one,freeeaky
Blue House came in last,thank you very much to those people yang nak menang tapi batang hidung tak nampak -___- (That includes you,Auds . That random guy will be waiting on your doorsteps tonight hahaha)
During the 400m run,the adrenalin was building up inside me and I didn't stop to take a breather the whole time
Although I am guilty of shrieking when I stepped in the mud and slowing down to laugh when I heard somebody calling out my name
Surprisingly enough,I came in fourth place for the 400m run but I didn't finish in time,10 seconds late,gila geram !
Spent most of the time after that lying down on the floor or canteen bench and my thighs are killing me
After recess,me and a few of the Blues,Yellows and Greens made our way to the Automotive Building where we basically sat around without a purpose
Around 120pm,I practically stormed off in anger (for reasons I shall not bring up in a conversation) and bumped into Irfan,who,btw,smelt like ciggies
Mann and Raihan told me to get some sleep,so I shall do exactly that
I'm not in the mood to elaborate on today's activities,so I'll end it here

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

April Fool

Much to my dismay,I've been dubbed an April Fool yet again this year
Pulled a few pranks as well,never underestimate the short ones !
I somehow regret wishing time will pass me by at the speed of light
Three months down and not a single one was anywhere near productivity,academic-wise
I'm keeping my fingers crossed that April will surprise me and it wouldn't hurt to have a little pzzaz in life either
First day of Sukantara is over and Blue House had to do Sprint Run and Long Jumps
My spirit died down after finding out none of my friends from the Blues were present except for Haniesha (YEAH) and the boys
Shrugged it off and was asked to lead the warm-up for the girls HAHAHAHA
Surprisingly,I PASSED the Sprint Run (Okay,mmaybe I was a little bit too overjoyed by this fact but hey,I can have my moments right?)
Right after was Long Jump,I need not elaborate on that,let's just say the wind didn't help me today
Semua macam Takpe Takpe,Angin Tolak You Sha,Senang Je ! My ass !
Eijas was holding on to the Pass or Fail flag and Izzah wanted to hold it instead so when Eijas said No No,Let Me Hold It !
Izzah went semi-ballistic on him,kelakar gila sial hahahahaha
While waiting for the boys to finish,Haniesha and I chased this Form Two boy around,Faiz I think?
We asked him to take pictures of us in the middle of the field and we had him wrapped around our fingers,didn't we Shaa?Hahaha
Acap,Seng Fatt and I were talking about primary school and about how long we've known each other
Apparently,I may have forgotten the fact that Acap sat beside me and Seng Fatt sat behind me in the Second Grade,so that makes it,9 years eh?Lamanya!
Their first impression of me? Anak Manja ,quote Acap " Ye lah,everyday your Dad datang for recess Sha " HAHAHAHA
After recess,I was too lazy to attend classes so I skipped and made my way to the Futsal Court with Wa and messed around with Atiqah,Harreyka,Maria,Yusra and Asiyah
My God,serious lama tak gelak macam tadi !
By 12pm,the heat was unbearable so I walked around the school compound by myself until I met Acap,Mann,Flapp,Khidir and Farid near the stage *waves frantically*
I know you've been waiting for me to talk about what you guys did,but I woooon't
Did you really think I'd let you steal the spotlight today :p?
Besides,if I were to type out what you guys did today,maruah I campak masuk longkang terus wei hahahaha !
By the way,I'd take in consideration what you told me to do,Flapp,eventhough dah bertahun I cuba hahahaha
Same thing happened after school as well,siap serenade lagi but sorang pun takkan dapat vote kalau masuk One In A Million :D
Had lunch and slept until 830pm and I'm pretty pysched for tomorrow's event
AUDREY N. YOU BETTER COME TOMORROW ! *I'll ask some random guy to screw you like a Thanksgiving turkey if I don't see you ah !