In Full Bloom

Never did I think this would be coming from me but just so you know,younger guys thrill me HAHAHAHA No,seriously. I never fancied the older ones unless he has a bank account the size of Texas.Random sangat,on to the next !
With a heavy heart and regretful procrastination,I hereby declare a state of panic as my SPM Trials begins at 0830 hours.
Scratch what I said,I don't regret doing anything. Gotta strive,strive,strive. Am not gonna aim for the sky eventhough that's what I should be doing. I shall settle with 7As or maybe more than 5As is considered an achievement.
Praying to God that I won't have to go through the same routine every time an exam rolls around. Orang pandai yang nak tunjuk dia pandai,konon nak rendah diri ah. Hotak kau. Please don't come up to me and tell me what answers you put on your paper,k? It really ticks me off. Warning beforehand.

Won't be seeing much of me here. Watch this space,cadets !

Status Quo

Contrary to popular belief,I have never shopped online before. Truth be told,I never really liked the idea of having to reserve an item and cashing in the moughlah etc. Initially,I used to mention purchasing things online to Mum but she hastily told me that she'd be short on cash if I ever did. Therefore,when I come across an online boutique,I'll just browse through whilst picturing myself owning any of the items. Hahaha not a big deal at all pun,I was never truly hooked on online shops. I don't watch Gossip Girl,90210 and whatever TV show that's related to the everyday lives of the adolescent. Watched the first few episodes and I got bored. For all I know,most of my guy friends watch more episodes than I ever will. The televison hardly ever amuses me . It's three in the morning and I have nothing better to do hence another addition to my list of pointless posts.

Flash !

Broke fast at Quali with Raa and a few others . Kelantanese school hasn't change that girl one bit (y). Made Firdaus drive around and the four of us (Raa,Waa and I as well) ended up at Burger King's drivethru. Picked up Ana at Ann's place and we went over to Raa's and hung around for a while. Now I'm here,contemplating whether I should digest any information or not. The latter sounds so much more tempting.

Rock and Republic

Initial plan after the marathon was to kick off my shoes,throw my kain baju kurung theatrically and flop down on my bed with the air conditioner on full blast. Daddy dearest decided otherwise and dragged Arissa and I to the supermarket with him. He can be so clueless with grocery lists,and so can the both of us. Macam tiga bimbo first time pegi hahahaha. Got my hands on Ben&Jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough after all this while. Thought my eyes were playing a trick on me when we quede up behind this lady. Can somebody say GR-uh-O? I know,I know ! It's Ramadhan and I'm supposed to watch this lasermouth of mine but I just couldn't help it. She was wearing this floral-printed shirt with puffy sleeves tucked in pinstripes hotpants with this awful imitation of Gucci. Don't even get me started on her sandals and her bleached-blonde hair. People with no fashion sense like her are a disgrace to Malaysians.No,seriously. I can't understand how people claim to know the A-Z of trends but then when they step out the house,their ensemble is seriously out of proportion. Macam,nak pile on all the trends at once. Nampak serabut,get me? Pair out of this world tops with simple jeans/tights,embellished skirts with a plain crop top or something. Classy not trashy HAHA. Sure,if you wanna dress straight out of the runway or an editorial page,go ahead. No,I'm not saying I dress impeccably well,I'm just stating my opinion. No offense. Anyways,the three of us went back home and waited for Mum and Amina before we headed off to One Utama to break our fast. Digged through my closet and found this faded denim jacket.Browsed around the shops for awhile and Mum was in the mood for retail therapy. Dorothy Perkins were selling this black bandage dress,Herve Leger-esque lagi ! Unfortunately,I do not have ze curves to fill in that dress hahaha. Started off slowly by purchasing a jetblack faux snake-skin bag from Miss Selfridges. Gotta have my hands on the animal-printed clutches though. But I just realized that M.Selfridges is way cheaper than Topshop. Hahaha,seriously man,takde lah murah gila sampai Forever 21 but it's reasonably priced. Kalau nak bandingkan dengan Topshop,the clothes are ridiculously priced. Tees for RM113?Seriously? "Tapi Sha beli jugak barang dekat Topshop " says you,ye tau tapi only on necessary things that you can't get your hands on anywhere else. Get me? The bag I bought costs RM150 which is two times less than the black,leather draw-string bag I wanted from Topshop. They promised to take us out this Saturday for another round and already,I'm feeling giddy. Had icecream at Haagen-Dasz with Uncle Bobot and his family. Sonia,whose five,wore this bandage-y dress hahaha comel gila ! Bontot tertonggek sini sana. Signing off now,studied up until one in the morning and I'll be entering slumber zone in T-minus five seconds. xx.

No Brainer

You can't help but to stare with utter awe at Meester. Who says you can't have flawless personality to match that appearance?!
I can cross out HELP's National Math Marathon 2009 off my to-do list now *does a victory dance*
Ruiz,Amir and Acap were waiting for us at HELP whereas Nad,Nurul and I were still waiting for Pn. Ooi to pick us up from school. She was decked out in neon head to toe,TMTH at nine in the morning hahaha. Fought over who gets shotgun,Nad won since we were positive Pn. Ooi only knew Nad (padahal dua ekor yang lain ni class dia juga hehe). One thing was for sure,I had butterflies in the pit of my stomach when we got off the car,went in to the waiting/examination room and waiting for the results. Semi-intimidated by the crowd at first glance,but I soon found out that most of us were here just for the heck of it. Don't get me wrong,there were many Einsteins roaming among us this morning/afternoon. Scared the shit outta me. Hung out with the boys while we each waited for our turn to be called to the examination room. There were three students per group and each of us had different tasks. I was paired up with Amir since we had to do the same set of questions. Nurul/Acap were part of the first group to go so the rest of us waited in another room and just wasted time. Honestly,I was probably the only person in the room who was sarcastically hyperventilating and dramatically sighing and groaning (sounds so wrong once I read it again,nvm). Megat texted me to tell me that he realy loathes _____ and that he was giving her the stare and being politely arrogant throughout the whole meeting hahaha I likeee ! Bagus pun,finally someone other than _____ who knows how to diss with class hahaha! Then Nurul came in and it was my turn.HARD was way easier than MEDIUM okay? I can't believe I wasted my time cracking my head for any smidgen of information on the medium level. The first thing that came to mind when I sat on the chair was WHAT THE HELL DID I THINK WHEN I SIGNED UP FOR THIS?! Anyways,I shook off my anxiousness and tried to finish as many as I could. After Ruiz/Nad and the other Player 3s were done,they gave out food and I'm sure it was nasi lemak because I could smell the ikan bilis. Dugaan,dugaan *geleng kepala. The six of us left the waiting room and went into another room where coincidentally,an acting workshop was being carried out by these Literature students. We had to introduce ourselves using silly names/objects/places etc. The point was to easily remember each other. And he made us introduce ourselves to the other students using our body hahaha sumpah best,hipslammed Amir,rasa macam nak terpelanting ke kiri -_-' I'm not so good with names and faces. ZOMG,then we did all these role-playing and everyone's imagination ran really wild. There was one exercise where we had to truly imagine we were holding a gooey,stick ball in the palm of our hand. And that Git guy made us do all these role playing. Ruiz and I role played kindergartners during this one phase,lawak gila -_-' hahaha best gila ! I'm so taking Literature when I go off to college (y) Eventhough it wasn't such a best idea to get all energetic during fasting month,it took everyone's mind off a lot of things. After that,we just mingled around until we were called to the conference rooms. I like the Ipoh team (y) HAHA Both our teams from TTDI didn't pull through the final round but we weren't so dissapointed. Yes,we didn't get the scholarship and the moughlah but hey,it was well worth it plus I've got my certificate,which counts the most.Honestly,I wasn't planning on going to HELP anyhoo. My brain cells died after I read the first question for the final round anyways. Sat quietly in my chair and silently thanked God I didn't win hahahaha. Everybody left me alone in the conference hall to roam around/pray so I sat there all by myself for awhile *sobs silently * Annoying gila orang tepi,sneezing sini sana. I told him to put on his mask and offered him my Protex hand sanitzer but he just stared at me,probably offended but dude ! You wont be laughing when you're on your deathbed,now would you?! Soon after everything was done,we took some photos and waited in front of McDonalds for our rides. The french fries really got to me hahahaha lapar. Toodles.

Ego

Trials + Math Marathon = Major Migrane

Let 'Em Rumble

Don't give me that look ! I just have to blog about today,'twas a good thing I came to school.
Pn. Histaza briefed Nad,Nurul,Acap,Ruiz and I [Amir was absent] on our National Math Marathon this coming tuesday. Having second thoughts but it's far too late to back down now. S'kay,I'm doing this for the scholarship and the cash. Freakin' rewarding combination,si?
5 Alpha had a Pre-Puasa Pesta Pasta Pizza Potluck Party during school hours today.
Ruiz wouldn't let us start eating in class because he felt guilty so he went down to look for God know's who.
We were all literally standing around the table which was crammed with pastas and pizzas and caramel puddings etc. Staring longingly at the food until temptation and hunger conquered discipline hahaha (y)
At first,it was just us Alpharians but then slowly,people from Beta,Gama,Sigma,Usahawan and whatnot joined us as well. If you were to look generally,it's as if SPM is the least of our worries.
Had a snack-fest at Diey's place with Waa and the guys. What a way to spend the last day before fasting starts,stuffing ourselves silly.Made Firdaus drive us to Sulei afterwards. Seriously,you and Diey have got to stop bvvvvhhh-ing each other. Dah nak puasa,tak elok hahahaha. A few guys were smoking near us and my chest felt really tight all of a sudden,so I hid my head behind Diey and exhaled a couple of times. Probably scared Diey shitless because the next thing I could hear was "SHA ARE YOU SMOKING?!" Yknow, cigarette scents = exhaling ? Piques one's curiosity hahaha. K,nvm. God,if only you could have listened to her tone. I wasn't,just in case you're wondering. Do you have any idea how invigorating it feels when somebody else can honestly relate to your problems? Exhaled a number of relieved sighs,knowing that my doubts before are understandable. Thanks for taking time to really listen maaaaaaan (y) I know,I know. I shouldn't be rambling on my blog. I should be catching forty winks before sahur since my slumber hours will go haywire this month,all hail freakin' trials.Dah lah trials lepas cuti,and like,the whole freakin' month of puasa will be occupied by burning the midnight oil. Babi betul.Rasa pasrah sebab tak buat dalam Dewan Tertutup. Dah lah no toilet breaks during papers. Dah lah aku suka duduk kat sink tu,main-main air hahahaha. Happy Ramadhan everyone,cheating is strictly prohibited.

Slumber

Satisfying my material needs by browsing longingly through fashion blogs.
I'll be temporarily staying at the other house while the current house is being renovated (y)
Gawd,I've missed plonking down on my bed when I get back from school.
Well,not that school is a daily activity of mine anymore HAHAHAHA meja mesti dah berhabuk *coughcough*
Thus,I'll be on an on-off hiatus. Which is probably a good thing,Twitter and Facebook distracts me bigtime !
Considering the fact that trials are less than two weeks away and I still haven't finished studying.Ginormous trouble if I wont be able to digest enough information.Forget cellphones,my brain needs a memory card.
Looking forward to Ramadhan,InsyaAllah,more good deeds will/can be done. Amin.
Can't wait for buka puasa nights out with the gang and terawikh. Keeping my fingers crossed that I'll be able to go every night,unless my cycle gets in the way.Toodlessss !

Blonde Ambition

Eijas found my Friendster profile and it aint goooooood -_-
If you could die of embarrassment,well,I can reassure you that I've been reincarnated quite a number of times.

Bah Hum Bug

You know what sucks? When this fifteen year-old girl adds you,barely even knows you,and wants to go to your school's prom when she herself is from a diff school. And she's fifteen!
And no,I am most certainly not blaming her. I would run up to her and hug her for God's sake!
If you're reading this,Q,please do come to prom,it'll be a blast :-) Drag your other friends as well yo !
ON THE OTHER HAND,for all of you people out there yang tak beli lagi ticket prom yang RM110 tu,well then,nasib ah. Kena bayar RM140 lepas esok i.e 20th August.NO EXCEPTIONS. Tak kisah lah kau adik aku,ke kakak aku ke,kawan aku ke. Not a joke anymore k?
I'll rip your head off if you come up to me and complain, Kenapa Mahal Sangat blablabla.
Mahal sebab kalau tak cukup orang datang,the amount of RM140 tickets we sell will cover the freakin payment. InsyaAllah,tu pun kalau cukup.
Haih,stress tau tak fikir pasal benda ni?I can't not think about prom as well because it's huge,it's something we've been looking forward to. Dengan trials lagi seminggu. Dengan orang yang buat rumour yang prom kitaorg cancel.Dengan orang yang cakap taknak pegi sebab prom committee macam cibai ah,sebab takut ada alcohol ah. Stop feeding people bullshit.
I can't ignore this frustration anymore. Told you all hell would break loose.
And,I paling pantang bila orang datang kat ANY of the prom comm,and say "Oh hm,takpe ah,taknak g prom kita ah,mesti suck doh. Nak pegi prom ______ tu ah. "
Pegi ah pegi,pastu jangan nak mengada-ngada,terhegeh-hegeh cakap KTORG TAK BUAT PAPE KERJA. Woah,panas sial,seriously.

Shoot The Runner

Talking to Haziq,Ahlami etc. seriously does good to the system hahaha (y)
And Eijas,if you're reading this,which I'm sure you will be,I'm getting funnier,I'll be needing a trophy.

Gaspard Ulliel;

Muka macam cina jual ikan dekat pasar sikit but damn,doesn't he look orgasmic?HAHA
One of the many things that's getting me through pre-trials stress

Leighton Meester ;

Pixie Lott - Without You
Currently on repeat (y)

Getaway

Holding on to this much longer will drive me out of my mind
Help me unravel my latest mistake,

Raging

Tyson Ritter,I Would Do You *swoons*

Epic

I honestly don't feel like rubbing it in but heck,I can have my moments,so!
MTV WORLD STAGE WAS FUCKING AMAZING! Swear to God,it was the best concert I've ever been to in my life.It's a thirteen on a scale of 1 to 10 and worth a gazillion thumbs up (y) It started to rain really heavily and I was v.v. reluctant to put on the raincoat MTV gave us but anything was better than being soaking wet when the concert hadn't even started yet. The one disadvantage for me at every concert,you ask? My height. Seriously,do you know how frustrating it is when you came to see the bands but all you see are the thousands of heads in front of you? On the other hand,I'm as light as a feather so everybody (i assumed) was pretty alright with me sitting on their shoulders. Ilya,for literally being squished in between my crotch and Amy's back,I will treat you to chicken fajitas :')) Had a laugh reading the Tweets/text messages on the screens. When I think about,I should have Tweeted and asked for this guy's number hahahahahaha !First performance was by Estranged,he asked us to get down,like literally squat on the floor and then jump,best gila but I only did that halfway sbb my thighs hurt so I'm guessing my butt was right up against this guys face,God bless him for not being a perv or maybe small derrieres don't appeal to him hahahaha. Boys Like Girls were absofuckinglutely amazing. If I were right up front and I had the chance to get close to Martin,his clothes wouldn't have been on for long *sighs* . On the other hand,eventhough I came to watch BLG,they totally left my mind after Raygun/Kasabian performed. BEST GILA BABI NAK MATI SIAL !Pixie Lott's voice is as soulful live as it is on the radio,I likeee ! Raygun was really,really,really good. Every song made me wanna shake my barely-there booty (y) Not a big fan of Hoobastank so Ilya,Waa and I found a spot waaaay behind and tried to regain every ounce of energy we had left. Bumped into Zain,you owe me twice (y) If you were to ask me the highlights of World Stage it would definitely be AAR and Kasabian,hands down ! Waa,Ilya + le cousins,Amy,Athirah,Dyraa,Aimi,Yahi and Arina were with us during AAR and having this rowdy but hilarious group of guys beside us didn't hurt either. Trust me,I rarely let loose at concerts but I was shrieking and jumping and headbanging and semi-moshing and dirty dancing. Basically,I was freakin lost in the moment ! Siap suruh orang lain pegang bag (y) I can't remember who carried me on their shoulders but all I know was Ilya passed me around in the middle of AAR. Personally,that was the shiznitttt dawg. Kan best kalau I was caught on camera and Rob Pattinson happened to be catching World Stage Live in Msia on MTV and yeah hahahahahhahaahahahahahahhahaha k,that was uncalled for and pathetic but oh well. Shouted Tyson Ritter,I Wanna Have Your Babies so many times,I lost count. Skinny and lanky guys just do it for me man :') Had a break before Kasabian I think,so us grrrrrls went to our spot at the back yet again and we semi reved up that area.Amy danced with this uber gay Canadian guy who was doing pirouettes and now I owe her recess in schoool. Concert kot ! Tapi ni baring-baring semua,baik duduk rumah depan TV :-) Kasabian was by far,the best closing act everrrr. I wasn't into their songs before but they're on replay on my iPod now. Amy willingly put me on her shoulders again during Fire and I was in my own world,again. God knows where that side of me came from hehe. Okay,recalling what I did during AAR and Kasabian macam,embarassing tahap maximum.Macam memuja the bands on stage k hahahahahahaha *cringes* My thighs don't agree with my enthusiasm though,I can't climb anything,nak panjat katil pun rasa macam !@#$%^&* Met Eijas,Azrie and Fikri on the way out.Fikri lost one side of his shoe somewhere in the middle of the performances but then masa kita nak naik balik tu,lagi sebelah pun hilang hahaha lawak sial.Left the theme park around 1230 midnight and I shall be entering slumber zone now.
Did I feel guilty for ditching my books for nine hours? Nope. I'll make up for lost time,promise.
What concert next,amigos? HEHE

**photos will be uploaded ASAP

Comma

Yan just left me chocolates at the gate but nobody's awake and I've been petrified to go out ever since the crime rates in ttdi sky-rocketed. Ceh,petrified lah sangat,keluar tempat lain boleh je. I just dont wanna move from my comfy spot.Keeping my fingers crossed that nothing gets to it before I do. God,I miss Yan's uber late night visits. Geli hati tengok Yan behind the wheel hahaha. I miss the midget,period. One of the rare guys whom I could talk to about everything,literally everything.

***** : Sha,why don't you wear a headscarf permantly?
Me : Uh,because I'm simply not ready to wear it yet. Besides,I like my shorts and miniskirts HAHA
***** : So you're telling me that showing your bare legs is more important than your religion?

PEDAS SIAL !

But I'll Be Damned If...

This years solat hajat went better than my last. I remember we were all extremely clueless,bila bangun,orang lain tgh sujud lagi,so sujud balik lepas tu sujud lah sampai orang lain bangun.
But,by the time our entire gang got up,orang kat belakang semua dah bangun lama dah. Kata kita semua khusyuk gila mintak HAHAHAHAHA. This year,pro sikit ;p
Before Isyak,Atiqah B. pulled me away from muh friends just to ask me the meaning of adulteress then by the time dah habis,ada orang masuk celah Waa dengan Raidah.
So i had to stand with Atiqah and co. but then,since Atiqah pulled me away,I pulled her away and we were both stuck together kat a different saf. Padan muka -_-'
I asked for ALOT OF (good) THINGS k? Banyak gila,tapi tak sempat nak cakap panjangkan umur parents saya,haih.
Ustazah S.Roha liked my chain bag but she said if she were to wear it,"mesti kat lutut" hahaha comel je!
Dewan Terbuka was packed so the rest of us made our way to the canteen to eat. Syakir,Amirul etc. tambah lagi sekali kat situ *geleng kepala*
We were the last to leave,lepak-lepak depan canteen. Acap,you're very vulgar and no,I would rather not look at your ____ ! The guys all piled into Ahlami's car,kat belakang tu macam clown car.
Ann,Naim and I went to Mosin after that,and we left around 1130 or so.
WORLD STAGE IS FREAKIN' TOMORROW *shrieks*

p/s I'm still blogging eventhough I made it private,weird....It feels like I'm talking to myself. But I always talk to myself so no surprise there.

You'll Ask For Me

Cupid works in unexplainable ways. Well,I was right about one thing. The bow and arrow effect lasts shorter on me. Always.
I'm always dumbfounded when it comes to couples who've been together for more than five months. Endless bliss eh?What keeps them together? Lust or love? Probably a lil' bit of both.
It was all my fault,I never should have lead you on,never.I promised not to break your heart and put you through hell but I've never been good with promises.

Easy Lover

Christopher Kane's graphic tee looks pretty good on her,even if it is a picture of an ape.
Boys Like Girls - Holiday . Go,go,download it now !

Sombre

Mum gave me an endless lecture on the importance of education and she can't seem to understand why I,out of all people,who used to score extremely well in my exams,have gone downhill. Well......

Truth be told,SPM hasn't been the top priority in my life. Yes,it basically maps out my life but it isn't the end of the world either.Yes,this is probably the most bogus statement you have ever come across in your life but it's the truth.
Yes,I completely erased all my SPM-related resolutions and I occupied most of my time with socializing. Yes,it most certainly was not the best decision I've made in my life,especially at this critical stage.Yes,I sometimes bury my head in the pillow and cry because I regret what I've been doing.
Yes,I'll be the one standing at the corner and bawling my eyes out because I bombed bigtime. No,maybe I could even be the one who's jumping up and down,shrieking and ecstatic because I managed to pull through even after all this.
No,I have no intentions to take up medicine in college/university. It's too demanding and I would probably have to be freakin determined and patient,none of which I am.
Yes,for the time-being,law is definitely number one on my list. Besides,arguing has always been my forte'.
Yes,I've divided my time equally. Yes,I've been staying at home on most days because I've been making an effort.
I know how to have fun and be serious,I'm seventeen,I've got this brain that I occasionally use hehehe.
Yes,I faithfully and strongly believe that I still have time to change my ways,to wake up out of this dream. This dream of wanting to live carefree days and not giving a flying tuck about my education.On the other hand,unconcerned to you,I've woken up and smelt the coffee a long time ago. Yes,you did not notice this because I am not like you,I have my own methods.
People want to read the truth,si?This is as raw as I get

Tablemate!

Well,who said you couldn't have two surprise parties?
Last year,our gang literally lived for surprise parties! Tak sah kalau birthday orang bukan surprise party.
My table for two buddy turned seventeen on the ninth of august i.e today and we threw a second surprise party for her and I can safely say that she had a pretty good time
Had dinner at Bora Asrama with all of 'em and left for Rasta after that.
Ann's expression was by far the best I've ever seen.
Skipping school tomorrow to get immunity shots at DSH and Imma hit the sack after this text message.
I love you,Ann ! Through all the sarcastic comments,bullying moments and vulgar jokes,Always and forever <3

Weekend Specials

Just came back from Izzud's barbeque and 'twas good.
Nasib police tak datang doh masa cake-cutting hahahaha.
Eijas said I looked "sartorialist" tonight,aww and now I realize the thrill in making fun of Firdaus (Y).
Food was goood too and Izzud's brothers are so freakin' adorable!
Tapi Izzat sombong lah luar sekolah :( hahaha
Maybe it's just me but everytime Amirul comes home,it's as if he grew a couple more inches.
I love weekends like these. Now it's back to our mundane lives. God,three more months to endure and I'm going to host barbeques all week long!
I've no intention to brag or rub it in or whatsoever but I'm going to MTV World Stage

Hye Park ;

Physics tuition in the morning with Koo and the gang. Refresed our barely-there memory and Eijas pandai urut orang. Walaupun dia cakap urut saya macam urut bedpost besi saya -_-'
Look who's talking,haih *geleng kepala*
Ilya and Ann dropped by my place and we bonded over making fun of me (apa lagi) and sorting out my clothes. Honestly,I admit that I'm a horder and therefore,I've an inhuman amount of clothing,sumpah hahahaha. So,now,the two of them will penalise me if I don't wear any of my other clothes.
Possibly dropping by Curve with Waa and Ilya for awhile to browse around and then off to Izzud's barbeque tonight.

Pixie Geldof ;

TGIF !

Personally,I think James Franco looks somewhat like James Dean.
Oozing all that bad-boy machorism *sighs*
Well,the week flew by and now it's Friday and I'm freakin' looking forward to my weekend.
Promised Mum that I would crack open my books in the morning/afternoon so my nights are free *punches thin air*
The whole class,and I literally mean the whole class planned to not come to school today due to reasons I shall not mention.
On the other hand,I woke up at 640am and couldn't go back to sleep,so I decided to drag my ass anyways.Which wasn't a bad thing either,because Ann,Ilya,Afiqah etc. came so s'all good.Plus,we had an early recess in class thanks to Pn. Hazlin. One of the rare days where we got to eat something hot from the stove hahaha (Y)
I shall break the stereotypical barrier people have around an Alpharian : Today,1/3 of the class came.

Did you know that it was 12:34:56 pm on the 07/08/09 today?
Hehehe

It Wasn't Rocket Science

Well,the good thing is,urat tu tak putus,it's somehow,stretched? Either way,the left side of my body near my hips is bruised,you'd be able to feel a slight bump.
The pain isn't anywhere near the normal,sharp pains some people experience. On some days,I can barely feel the pain at all,I can even jump and bend my body.
On the rough days,I can barely shift my foot let alone walk. I'd have to force myself to get up from bed,where I'd fall asleep in an upright position. Yeah,lying down is worse.
It's tougher when the pains come during school hours,I'd have to keep myself from cringing or making sounds that doesn't ease the soul hahaha.
I can't stand still for long,that's freakin' excruciating and don't even get me started on stairs!
When I try to find the silver lining in this,it would probably have to be the steps I take.
When I'm around my parents,I'd walk with my hand on my hips and like,left foot first,then my right.So,I literally look like a pregnant woman. Hahahaha.
Berapa lama kena rasa macam ni?!

Sympathy Votes Ain't Working This Time

"Isteri itu dianggap sebagai first-class pelacur", Ustazah S. Roha

Now,you see,Ustazah S. Roha has got to be the best Ustazah I've ever had. Other than the fact that she gets along with all of us,she's extremely open-minded. She'll usually laugh at what the boys have to say,which are v. vulgar at times. Hahaha comel :-)

School today was good,felt under the weather because of the terrible haze this morning. The over-powering scent of the smoke made me want to gag.Multitasked during BM,pasrah betul tak dapat duduk sebelah Hazim tapi harini dia macam tak buat lawak so takpe. Lately,I've noticed how he talks and laughs to himself in class,like yesterday ! Some people couldn't get over the fact that my hair was so thick,and got annoyed with how I shook my head so my hair would swing around hahaha sorry Amir ;p Amy tadi tersasul cakap pasal orang Cina hahahaha but Bryan's cool like that .Raihan and I were two of the last people to leave the Chemistry lab so we basically stood around the hallways to pass time. When we went up,Mahirah told us that ______ was in class. So,Raihan and I turned on our heels and made our way towards,well,anywhere but the class. We bumped into Man,and told him the same thing. So the three of us ran down the stairs. Saw Man motioning towards Fariz and Hazim to come down but then we saw ______ outside the class,looking over Man and the two guys. Hahahahahaha kelakar gila.

Walked towards Mobil to meet up with Ann around 4 just now but she didn't show up so I was hanging around by myself. Ilya picked me up at Haizal's place and we stopped at Mosin for drinks.Roamed around Taman Tun after that and we had a rendezvous in the library car park HAHAHAHA. Ann came with Naim and Afiqah after that. Ada orang tu tak puas hati sebab I got shotgun ): Ilya and Afiqah dropped me off and now I'm here. Gonna have a quick dinner then bury myself six feet under depression i.e books. I'm actually pretty proud of myself,I woke up and smelt the coffee :') 100 days till SPM,and tomorrow,it'll be down to two digits.

On a plus side,I've discovered the pros of literally cleaning out my closet. I found my black,embellished military jacket (And no,it's not the camouflage pattern,ew),two of my faded denim shirts and a ton of other things that I'm thinking of selling away. In dire need of the big bucks.Oh and if life can't get any more amusing,I entered a contest to win passes for MTV World Stage Live In Asia hahahaha,kalau menang nak ajak Odeng hahaha (Y) On the other hand,if that doesn't work,I sure hope Ilya's mum would be able to pull some strings AMIN 0:)

Well,Maybe I Should Play in Traffic

Syed Arif : *comes into class,tells us recess is early today*
Hanyang : Holy shit ! This calls for a celebration,we should have an orgy. With Sha and Raihan and Nad and Dhabitah and......
Me : Chong?
Hanyang : Hahahahahaha high five Sha,high five!

Facebook Quizzes are freakin' addictive man. So far,I've discovered that :

My Kampung name is Siti Petom Binti Kemit
My Kelate name is Mok Su Setesoh
My Old-School malay name is Suri
My Gangsta name is Ray Ray [More like nama maknyah]
My Bad Porn Movie Star name is Titallica : Master of Puppies [Shall ask the boys tomorrow hahahaha]
My Stripper name is Bunny Amberhoney [Bummer,I wanted something kinkier hahaha]
My Barbarian name is Aishah Hell-Hide

Well,I just lowered my possibilities of getting an A for SPM. Bummer,studying starts tomorrow.

Moss&Depp

IU Day was really good,kudos to the committee (Y)
The fact that I got in for RM __ didn't hurt either. I owe you bigtime eh fish? Haha
I get dibs on the guy who sang __________ ! Hahahaha multiracial what !
Eijas was singing Sweet Child Of Mine in my ear while Afiqah kept on saying Ala,I Ada Banyak Energy Utk Lompat Ni,Asal Takda Siapa Lompat! and Ilya/Audrey were busy with their attempt to grope someone hahahaha
None of the Above was awesome,shrieked for Syakir and Justin (and a few other ppl who were offstage) so much,I thought I was going to lose my voice
Mission : I will win shotgun to Afiqah one day,be scared Afiqah,be very scared.
*dalam hati* SHOTGUN SHOTGUN SHOTGUN,k so tiga hari nnti I shotgun (:
hahahaha

Georgia May Jagger;