Oui,Monsieur

santamonica says:
kalau nak di katakan
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you lagi hot dari dia
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not hot la
santamonica says:
pretty
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hot is jessica alba
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pretty is like you,

Aww,terharu ah.Even if Jess Alba lagi hot.Itu memang tiada tandingan hahaha

Bite Me,Edward Cullen

I've been anticipating this movie for a long time and even though it wasn't up to my expectations,it was a-okay.Booked tickets for 15 people myself included.Raidah,Fatin,Lana,Nurul and I slept over Ilya's house the night before.Bonded over House Bunny and late night talks.
The next day,since we were short of a meal for breakfast,I ran to Petronas with my boxers and camisole still intact.
I didn't even bother to wipe my face and as a result,I was greeted with cockstares by the customers and cashier lady.
Ilya and I were in a mess as we were trying to get more tickets since MORE people decided to join us.
There were so,so many people already waiting to go in and that showed how a cult book became a phenomenon in just a short period of time.
I was slightly dissapointed they didn't mention that Edward composed that piano piece as Bella's lullaby though,that's so sweet
My eyes were skimming the screen the entire time,waiting for Edward Cullen's entry.
I especially liked it when he was donning those Rayban wayfarers,so breathtakingly handsome.
And when he tried kissing Bella in her room,I've to admit my hormones were raging right that second HAHA
No surprise there,seeing that I too,am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Edward Cullen.
Besides,there's a pretty dominant part of me that wants him oh-so bad
Bite me,hehehe
I'm feeling indifferent though,I didn't hate the movie nor do I love it
I was pissed they cut out most scenes in the movie and the fact that they didn't show Cullen family time that much
Rosalie's pretty blah to me,she's not as gorgeous as the book portrayed her to be
Jasper looks as if he's on Coke or something and Alice,she hardly had any lines
To me,the actors were stiff throughout the movie
Sadly,I couldn't see the love between Edward and Bella really blossoming in the movie
The love they shared in the book was so deep,I practically shed tears
In the movie though?It just looked as if they were rushing into things
Just a little tip,if you've read the book before,don't put your hopes up too high
I wasted alot of energy getting hyped about this
However,if you've gained a liking to this movie,I apologize
And if this post disturbs you,by all means get the hell out xxx

Sounds Straight From The Twilight

"I Love You More Than Anything Else In The World Combined.Isn't That Enough?"-Bella
"Yes,It Is Enough.Enough For Forever"-Edward

I've never been so hyped up over a movie ever since Harry Potter conqured my bookshelves.
Mum bought the first book in the saga just for the sake of and gave it to me.
My first thought was "A romance between a vampire and a human?It sounds boring even before I've started reading it"
Sooner or later,I decided to read the book.Needless to say,I was hooked.More so,that I worshiped Edward Cullen hahaha
Two more days,two more (!)

Miruding

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i laki
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i jealous >:(
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inside ur mouth
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Mir says:
Why?Apa yang interesting psl i pun?Lagi lagiii
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tu je
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senang kata
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ltak ah kat blog

My Moon,My Man

I'll close one eye
Let everything you say enter my right ear and come out the left
Eventhough it's true
Because I've decided to throw all hope outside the window

Don't Mess

Unbearable.Completely and utterly unbearable.
I've heard stories of how bad period cramps ran through my family.
I,on the other hand,did not expect the pain to be this severe.
It felt as if I was being sawed in half,hit by an oncoming truck,punched in the guts and drowning in acid all at the same time.
I tried lying down but that made the pain even worse.Mum kept on massaging my back and shoving pills inside my mouth.
My lips were clamped together,afraid that if i were to open them,my shrieks would wake up the whole neighborhood except for Deb,she sleeps through an earthquake haha
I was doubled over in pain half the time and it wasn't helping either that my 5 year-old cousin was asking my Mum if I was having a baby
Around 12am,the pain had not lessen but only got worse and I was overwhelmed by a sudden surge of vertigo
This time,it lasted longer than the normal two seconds
According to my Dad,The doctor on duty gave me painkillers and I had to use the inhaler machine thingie because I was having difficulties breathing
I got home and slept through the pain until 12 noon and as I woke up,I prayed silently to myself that my tummy was not doing flip-flops
Alas,its 106 am and the pain has come and gone repeatedly the whole day
I am a girl who's having a bad case of cramps and PMS,get the hell out of my way

Aliens,Monster,Zombies and Homework

Watched Quarantine with Ilya,Farisha and Lana today.I'd probably rate it a 5 on a scale of 1 to 10.I won't deny that it scared the living crap out of me,especially when Mrs Espinoza was standing in the middle of the room or when the little girl sprang out of nowhere.
Scratch what I said about not being able to sleep tonight,I think I'll sleep pretty soundly.
Considering the fact that my eyes were closed throughout half of the movie and the palm of my hands were clamped to my ears.At one point,I even listened to my iPod hahaha,to get the sound effects outta my head.
I didn't even bother to muffle the whimpering sounds that were coming out of my mouth,nor the screeching when one of the zombies bit the shmexy fireman.
I gotta hand it to Jennifer Carpenter though,she can really pull off the whole hysterical thingie.
Gory movie,nonetheless.I gagged pretty loudly when they drilled Fletcher's head and when the rat got squished.
The whole movie leaned on a very predictable side.If I'm spoiling this for you,kindly maneuver your way to someone else's blog.Plot was pretty simple,zombie bites guy,guy becomes zombie and so on and so forth.
The ending was a letdown though,I mean,I expected them to show the situation outside the building,with all the CDCs and policemen.Maybe a conclusion to the disease.Nada.Niet.Zip.
Oh,well.I'm practically bouncing off the walls,Twilight's coming up in 6 days.Hurrah.

Oye,Papi

Mum dragged us out of bed way too early today,9am to be precise
I asked her whats the rush and she simply answered she felt like eating an English breakfast
Bounded into Mum's car and left Dad behind because he was more into Roti Canai and Ghee Tosai
We decided to try out the Pick n' Brew cafe' since Ms Read's breakfast wasn't available
After breakfast,we followed my youngest sister to Zara because she wants to buy this hoodie or a pair of shoes,either one
There were these really beautiful pair of ankle boots and I coaxed Mum into buying it for me but I decided to put it back on the shelf,for if not,I wont be able to buy clothes for,say,a week
Amina takes an awfully long time to choose clothes,I swear to God
I pity her friends when they go out with her later in their teenage years
Bumped into Ana and her niece Fariha in Forever 21 and I showed her the leopard printed skirt I wanted,she approved,and I bought the skirt along with two pairs of sunnies
Had Churros to-go and now I'm here,at home
Surprisingly enough,my family's bonding in the kitchen,over linguine and smoked salmon (that my 13y/o sister made)
The scent's too strong andI must give in,my stomachs' grumbling anyways
xxx

Next Time,Leave a Memo

Went over to Ilya's house for an alleged movie marathon
But the rest didn't show up so it was just the two of us
And everyone knows that when Ilya and I are together,there are usually alot of pep-talks involved
We were hardly paying attention to the TV screen,too busy catching up with each other's life as if we haven't seen each other in years (Baru seminggu je)
By the time we got bored and restless,I was already rolling round the floor and we thought of playing Twister but it wont be the same without the rest
Tried calling people and they all weren't at home so we caught a cab and went to One Utama
I think they forgot to pass the memo that the whole gang was going to OU today,don't you think Ilya?
I'm not that fond of holidays lately because all I seem to do is waste my time doing absolutely nothing
Nada.Zip.Niet.

Karma's A Bitch and Everyone Knows I Am Too

I'm not that depressed considering we were supposed to go to Vienna for the holidays and now I'm stuck here,doing nothing
I'm not that mad considering just about everyone is getting on my last nerves
Is it just me or are you trying too hard?
And um,The Clan?That's what I call my friends and I
And suddenly I'm seeing it on YOUR pages?I don't think that's a coincidence
Even if Clan is a common word
I know they say imitation is a form of flattery but don't push it
Don't cross the line
And theeeeen
You see,I don't have my cellphone by my side 24/7 and I rarely text people
I'm not someone who replies a message straight away unless its important
So,sometimes I can even forget I received a message
Is that a crime?Your butt,it isn't
Fine,I replied a tad bit late
BIG DEAL
And what frustrates me the most is,the heels on my Gladiator wedges are too high
I can barely stand in them,let alone walk out my gate
This is heartbreaking
And it seems as if half of my friends are AWOL and the rest are MIA

Someone Needs Glasses

Sya just complimented my skin,said its flawless
Sha (that would be me) told her to get glasses
Hahahahaha
But thanks Sya,I'm flattered<3
However,my skin is not flawless,its far from that,the complete opposite
Okay,maybe I'm exaggerating but I don't really have skin like a baby's bum
I don't intend to brag (because I don't have any reason TO brag nowadays) but my skin USED to be flawless way back before puberty hit,bigtime
And the funny,no,weird thing is,I used to wish for pimples because my friends had them and I felt left out
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Yes,I did.You can ask my parents if you have any doubts.
That was so,stupid of me.So childish.
And Sya,I wanna go for facials too
Preferably on an island's resort spa

Lish and Lisa's Sweet Sixteen

Syakir called exactly when I stepped foot in the house after coming home from Melaka
Why,why,why do people like to prolong the question when I ask who they are?
Since he called using his house number,which I didn't save,I asked him who he was a couple of times and he replied,Hantu Jembalang
My buttocks,Hantu Jembalang and that's when he laughed and I instantly knew it was Syakir
Made plans with him to go to Lish and Lisa's party together but I could barely understand what he was saying
Mainly because he was talking in that stupid slang,like Aper Itiu? or Oh,Yer Ker? and so on and so forth
Mum accompanied me to Telawi where I picked up my dress and Gladiator heels
(Yes,Audrey,I've got my hands on those babies now)
'Cept,thing is,I'm not as enthusiastic about the dress like I am with the shoes
Oh,my.Boo-tiful shoes.
Sooo,got ready for the party and went over to Ann's house
Waited for Naim to pick us up and picked Syakir and Flapp half way
Had hardly any space in the car,because Syakir couldn't sit in the middle since the seat was wet
Anyways,while Naim was driving,Ann switched on the radio and Yuna's Deeper Conversation was playing
I got really excited because,I couldn't download the song,hard to find
So,I started jumping in the car and screaming Omigod!Omigod!
Which freaked the rest out,they thought something was wrong and when they asked Asaaaal Wei?!
I replied,Yuna Yunaaaa!Kuatkan Kuatkan The Volume!
And everyone gave me that look that said Is That All -.-
Hahahahaha bodohh
Wasn't that hard looking for Lisa's apartment after asking for directions
So,went up,gave Lish her present and she opened it in the lift
Tak sabar betul haha and Lisa was pretty shocked when she saw what we bought for her hahaha >:) <3
We thought Lish was kidding when she told us there were cupcakes with Dicks,Boobs and Vajayjays courtesy of Cuppacakes,but she so wasn't
Hahahahaha,HOWEVER,the Dick cupcake disturbed me so I settled on munching the Boobs instead Hahahaha funny crap
Freaked when I saw Lish's Fisheye Camera,I loooove I loooove
People started arriving,talked a bit,attempts to push me out the balcony were made,pictures were taken,Metro Station was playing since Lish is infatuated with Trace Cyrus (S'not like we don't know hehehe),Flapp kept on repeating the same song since it was the only one he knew, and JB pun adaaaa haha
Nisa came too,haven't seen her since May I think,HI NISA *lambai haha*
By 10pm,Ann wanted to leave so Flapp,Syakir and I followed since she was our ride home
Wait,no,more like Naim was our ride home hahaha
Stopped at Rasta for awhile and went back around 11pm
God,tomorrow's Monday and there's no school
What am I going to doooooooo?
Besides going out or studying for SPM next year?
Ack,studying is definitely not an option
Well,for now anyways

Awak suka?Saya suka

Daylight-Telawi was still on although Ilya,Lana couldn't join us
So,it was just Audrey and Raihan
You see,we thought if we went early we could get a head-start
The only problem was the fact that all the boutiques opened at 12pm
Hahahahaha bodohh so we had breakfast and dilly-dallied around Bangsar ViIIage
Managed to get something totally out of our budget but who the heck cares lah
Audrey,Raihan,get me something on that Wishlist hahaha
By the time we were done,it was nearly 12pm and thank God,the boutique's door opened
Bought a dress and a waist belt,satisfying really but I didn't have enough money to get that other dress and those GORGEOUS Gladiator heels :(
I put them both on hold so no one could get their dirty hands on my heels
Audrey wanted it too,but my size was the only one available
See?It's meant to be but I was so sure Mum won't gimme more money that I actually felt depressed over a dress and a pair of shoes
I have never gotten depressed over something materialistic.Even if I had,it lasted probably until I stepped foot outside the shop
Needless to say,I was so depressed,I complained throughout the day,in the car and on the phone :'(

Twilight-Sent Ilya,Waa,Acap and Amir home after dinner around 1130pm.
Made a pit-stop at McDonalds because everyone was still hungry.
Acap wanted one McLiesa to go,eh Cap?
After Wa and Ilya went home,from a totally different topic,we shifted gears and started talking about Yan's asrama in Melaka.
Amir,Acap,why'd you laugh at Dad's joke?You're only encouraging him to make more lame attempts lah hahahaha.
Anyways,I'll be missing the Flynniversary because Mum's dragging me to Melaka with her.Don't really mind,because One Utama would probably be flooded with "budak Myspace",no?

What's In A Name?

*Click On The Picture To Enlarge*
My infamous nickname is some sort of urinary disease?
All I could find for Azrie was Abed Azrie,some sort of DJ maybe?
This goes to show that my name's more interesting *evil laugh* if not disturbing
Hahahaha Courtesy of Azrie W

Jamais de ta vie!

Was forced to go to school today because Pn Hanizah was going to tell us what Post we got for 2009's Board of Prefects and since I've to send in my books,I dragged myself out of bed,barely awake
My hands are now numb courtesy of many unused textbooks
The first thing we did in school was surprise Pn Histaza with a Chocolate Indulgence cake
Her birthday was on the 11th and since mine was on the 12th,I begged her to gimme a higher mark for Maths and she did (still,it made no difference but oh well)
Made Audrey,Haniesha and Justin buy Nasi Lemak from the stall outside school this morning hehe
But had to wait because,well,if Pn Hanizah caught us eating,chances of getting booted from the Board wld be really high
So we had to wait till recess time and we passed time by messing with Chong's Sony Alpha
I'm feeling a bit dizzy at this moment,maybe because I banged into Ilya's head when I hugged her
See,Ilya?Kepala besar sangat :(
103oam came sooner than we expected so picked everyone up (eceh haha betul lah,Frsha,Afqh dengan Lana dekat Gama,Raidah dekat Beta hahaha)
Eijas ate with us since he had no guy friends
Eventhough I finished the Nasi Lemak by myself,I was still hungryy but it was too late to order McDonald's breakfast
After recess,Azzim,Deb,Ilya,Lana,Raihan and Eijas decided to play the Game of Life while Afiqah took on the role as Banker
I just sat and watch because I had more interest in my Keropok Lekor ahahaha (Y)
But then Eijas had to go and check his Bahasa Melayu marks so I replaced him for awhile
Thanks to me,ehem ehem,WE managed to move ahead the rest,got married,and had a baby boy and twin girls hahahaha
And excuuuse me Jas,gaji tinggi sebab I okay?Hahaha
Azzim was frustrated because he always missed a turn and since he picked a Female doll,he decided to get married to a girl,'ala Ellen and Portia eh Zim?Hahaha
Eijas came back to finish off the game and WE won, 18500000 MYR lagi (Y)
Then,Ashanth brought along his Monopoly,Star Wars version.Thats when I drew the line,I don't like Star Wars that much and the terms confused me
"Highlight of the Day" was when Justin or someone told me I didn't get any special Post's on next year's Board
Whatthehell?I mean,yeah,I may break the rules at times but I'm not that a rebel
If I'm not mistaken,I've helped quite a lot the past 4 years of being a Prefect
Screw it
Made plans with Audrey,Ilya,Lana,Raihan and Farisha to go to Telawi Street tomorrow morning
Why so early?Then we'd have the whole day to browse around of course and make it in time for the dinner
xxx

14 November - Scout's Annual Dinner
15 November-Fly.fm's Anniversary
16 November-Lish and Lisa's Sweet Sixteen Bash

Ye Ole Sixteenth Birthday

Scene 1:Birthday Dinner

Let's see,I spent the afternoon at the doctor then continued playing Guitar Hero till my fingers felt numb
Then,I had nothing to wear so I threw on my sorta old/new dress and went over to Delicious
Ana was the first to arrive,talked a bit till Syakir,Flapp,Amir and Khidir came
Again,talked some,joked around and Waa,Atin,Ilya,Farisha,Lana arrived
Surprise surprise,Irfan came as well.Didn't expect him to though,but there he was,all stick-like haha
Raidah,Ann and Ana came after that
Raihan came after,then Sya,Azzim and Deb
Kide and Eijas were the last to come -.-'
Thanks Mum and Dad,for the iPod,the dinner,and almost everything you've done and/or given to me these past 16 years
And Irfan,Thanks for the brownies,setelah sekian lama i tunggu<3 style="font-weight: bold;">"Do any of you boys know how to light this lighter?"
On behalf of the guys,I snorted and laughed and said Stupid Question Mum
I get really embarrassed when people sing me the Birthday song,makes me feel awkward in a way
But,a birthday isn't complete without the song,no?
The candles were giving us a problem due to the wind and I kept on shouting Sing!Sing!Sing!
And nobody did,cept for Azzim who said,"Sing what?Singkiii!"
Alas,as I blew the candles,someone shouted SPEECH SPEECH
And I cringed because I'm the last person who's good at giving spontaneous speeches
But then,everyone started shouting,and pounding the table,and the waiters were giving us the stare so whattheheck?
Short speech,thanking everyone,and apologized to my parents for making a big fuss about the canceled party
"Sorry Ma and Pa,sebab I merajuk the past week,this is better than a big party.Wait,no,it isnt hahahahaha but its better than nothing"
Took some pictures and we went out and waited for their parents
Kide and Eijas called me after they went back,and told me my Aunt just drove up beside their car
Whats the big deal,I thought to myself
Until Kide said they were smoking hahahaha ooo busted
My Aunt couldn't care less though,really,and after many calls from Kide,I asked my Mum to promise him she wont tell on them
I take back everything I said before,my 16th Birthday this year was by far the best
xxxx

Why So Ecstatic,Love?

Why?Why?I'll tell you why!
Who's Sixteen today?
Note:The date's actually November 12
Come ooooon,who's sixteen today?
Sha's sixteen today!YEAH BBY!
Go shorty,its your birthday
We're gonna party like its your birthday
Throw your Jimmy Choo's in the air
And wave it like you just dont care
Don't look at me like that,everyone deserves a chance at being lame
Now's my time
Dinner with the close friends tonight
Then with the Family at Hard Rock on Friday
Scratch everything I said before,I definitely love birthdays
xxx

Funny Bones

Seng Fatt:Eh,Zein (he's the only guy I've halalkan to call me Zein) What're you doing in school?
Sha:Sending in my Civic folio so I dont have to do it over the holidays
Santana:Fuck weh.Fuck.
Sha:Hahaha Tataaaa (yes,I said Tata,so sue me)


Papa:Hah!Did you guys hear that sound?
Me and Amina:What sound?
Papa:Bunyi macaaaam,Wek
Me:HAHAHAHAH
Papa:Haa Tu Tu,Wek Wek
Me:YA RABBI!Stop making that sound Pa,mcm Ugly Duckling,muka pun dah ada HAHAHAHA
Papa:Bagi balik iPod
Me:Okokok,sorry sorry
Papa:Haa Tu,bunyi tu
Amina:Pa,thats the sound coming from my NDS
Me and Ayah:Ohh

Papa:Okay,soo,I have to fill in this form for you right?
Amina:Mhmm
Papa:Mmm,nama bapa,Muhammad Idris
Amina:A/L Gunasekaran
*mind you,my dad's a tad bit too dark*
Me:Ahahahaha ooo,burn ahahaha
Papa:Alahan?
Me:Allergic to Aci Saras ahahahaha
*mind you,yet again,my sister hates it when the Aci comes over to clean the house*

Labels or Love

Promised Sya I'd buy her Starbucks for helping us with the darned Civic Folio
Opened my email and there was no mistaking which one was yours,Sya-.-
"One Ice Blended Chocolate Please"
As soon as my purse is filled with the big bucks :D
Went out for dinner and Mum bought these really nice ankle boots
I told her there was one from Nose that was 300 bucks cheaper
And she made this face at me sort of like Deb's face 0_0
Got a call from an unknown number and I answered,
Voice sounded familiar but I couldn't quite recognize it
After many rounds of "Siapaaa Ni?" and "Takkan tak kenal,Sha"
I recognize the slightly metro-ish voice to be Kide's
And most probably Dura would read this so Hi Dura *waves*,your voice's so halus hehe
Okay okay,didn't admit it to Kide himself but yes,i missed you lah fatso
Dah lah sombong,out of the blue pula nak call orang haha
No proper posts though this time,Ana's made me jealous because of her adorable tuxedo bag and gladiator sandals
Dammmn you,Ana.If it weren't for your status as my bestfriend,I'd kick your arse
And if it weren't for our different shoe sizes,I'd be the first one to borrow those Sex And The City maryjanes :(

What's The Matter,Love?

I just realized i entered four posts in one whole day
Obviously,I had nothing better to do on a Sunday
Bought this over-sized Marilyn Monroe tshirt
So I decided to fiddle with the timer a bit,hehe
I'll make this a short one because I need to finish the Civic Folio Suhana gave us to do
Hi,Cikgu!Just in case you're reading,folio itu menyakitkan hati seluruh kaum Alpha/Beta
Anyways,my arms look like chopsticks in that picture
Needless to say,my hands do look like sticks in reality as well
I seriously need to pack on a few pounds
Wait,scratch that,a ton of pounds

Orang Terperasan Didunia

No prizes for guessing who that person is
He's none other than *drumrolls* Ashraf Ariff Amin Ariff or otherwise known as Flapp
HI FLAPP *waves hysterically*
He got the moniker after he lost weight sometime around Form 2
As if all the excess flab stayed,haa macam tu lah kan?
I remember during Form 1,nobody wanted to be your partner for the performance
So they dumped me with you since we were the same height back then and since I didn't complain much back then
But most probably,because he looked like a hippo back then
Hahahahaha I'm sorry,Flapp Hahahahahahahahahahaha
*Laughter continues*
If you want a bit of a laugh,let Flapp's baby pictures amuse you to the core
Click on the Bloggers Anonymous link under his name
BYE FLAPP *waves yet again* (you better wave back)

A Bowl of Peace

Couldn't sleep last night because the ulcer on my gum is getting to be the size of an eraser
And it hurts so bad,so very bad
Switched on the television and it was showing Qaisy dan Laila
How love between to individuals bloomed while volunteering to work for MERIT Malaysia in Afghanistan
On the other hand,I didn't cry because of how romantic it was (which it wasn't)
The lump forming in my throat was due to sympathizing for the people there
The men who fight for their rights till they die,the women who collect scrap metals on landmines to sell,in hope of getting money,and the children who would kill to even eat a crumb of bread
I felt guilty,somehow,because here,we take things for granted
Wastage of food etc is shameful,come to think of it
Picture us,watching fireworks displays during New Years Eve and how some say it sounds like bombs
While in Iraq,to listen for the sounds of airborne missiles have become a humdrum
Why can't the world just stop to realize that waging a war between two countries won't solve any problems?
Just bring back your troops and settle it the professional way
Politically,of course.
Don't they realize how unrealistic they're being?Killing hundreds of innocent people everyday
Peace,a word that's almost impossible to apply in sentences these days

Je T'aime

Tomber amoureux : Certainly not conventional in the slightest

Anywhere But Here

That's exactly how I feel right this very second
As if I'm in one of those dreams,the ones where you think you're falling from a very high point,but I manage to wake up just in time before I turn into pulp
I almost scared myself crazy,looking in the mirror this morning
I look an awful wreck thanks to the migraine and the fact that I've an ulcer on my gum
Thought I could start off the day well and end it quickly.
Thought of maybe going to sleep and waking up to Monday.
But no,fate has it that I must live Sunday miserably.
Karma has a way of catching up with anybody who crosses its path.Karma,too,has decided to play a game with me this time.
What have I done?Although,I'm pretty sure you've made it clear,its all there,in black and white
What have I become?Is it possible that I've changed?That I'm different?That I've become a materialist?
Is it true?That I've booked myself a one way ticket to destruction?On the wrong path?
Too often,have I repelled angrily but not this time.No.
This time,you'll see that I'm naive and helpless besides being theJennyass I am.
My chest feels tight,I don't know if its because I want to scream or cry
But I refuse to shed tears,it won't help with our situation
And I'll only cover my bed with shreds of tissue paper
Sorry's not enough because people toss around that particular word as if it has no meaning
Come to think of it,it doesn't have the slightest meaning unless it comes from the heart
Which rarely happens these days
Put aside everything else,I'm really,truly,utterly sorry
Like you said,he was right.And you are right.I am different nowadays,I know
I won't deny that I am to blame,it's all my fault and I realize that
I don't want to go through losing a best friend,again neither do I want to start a fight
What a difference a day makes,no?
I was practically bouncing off the walls and over the moon last night
I,now,am sitting quietly,miserable and thinking back on all the things I've done
That has lead us to this,at the brink of yet another fight,suppressed anger from you and stubbornness taking over me
God knows who else feels the same you do right now,probably most of my other friends as well,eh?Go on,admit it.I can handle the truth.
I feel as if I'm drifting away and everything seems distant.I need to be pulled back.
Pinch me,hard
So I'll be able to wake up before I turn into something even worse than I am now
So I'll be able to direct myself the other way because I don't want to end up the way you'd like to think I would
Because,I have a feeling you know me better eventhough you've known me for 5 years
Considering after 16 years being me,I'm still a bit unsure about myself
Now I understand how it feels to be on the verge of a nervous breakdown
On the other hand,no matter how many miles-or pairs of skinny jeans and number of stupid fights-lie between us,you'll always be my bestfriend,W <3

Two for My Seconds

Mum decided to give me an early birthday present
Quite a surprise,considering how she said maybe I'd have to wait maybe till after my birthday
Although,even when I entered my room this evening,I didn't notice the hot pink iPod nano chromatic sitting on my bedside table
I didn't realize it till after dinner,even.Haven't a clue,even when my youngest sister said I'd be up all night synchronizing songs.
The sight of the iPod alone was enough to make me shriek and jump up and down with delight.
Enough to grab my mum into a bear hug and thank her and promising her that I wont ask for clothes or etc for a long time to come (big mistake lah)
So,here I am.Smiling to myself,with my pretty baby right in front of me.

The Last Hurrah

Thursday's Triple Threat and Friday's Face-Off were torturous,nonetheless.
The battle's over but I know I waved the white flag when Physics started.
Oh,well.A job (not-so) well done,Sha.
Couldn't sit still during the Chemistry paper today.My butt hurt from sitting too long and my fingers were numb.
Pn Suhana collected the papers really slowly so I went up to her and said "Nah,Cikgu,Take It Awaaaay",grabbed my bag,and ran out
My books are going to collect dust again,maybe say,till December.
When my SPM study time-table starts
Knowing me though,HAH

Shimmy Shimmy Quater Turn

Tagged By Audrey,sex convo partner in crime

Instructions: List down 25 completely random things about yourself and then tag people.

1. I'm notorious for losing my cellphones.I've lost 5 up to date.Losing phones come with its pros though,Mum gets me a better one next time.Which doesn't make sense,what if I lose it too?


2. My eyes water when I yawn so people think I'm crying when I'm actually just way sleepy

3. I have a shoe fetish eventhough I don't own that many pair.This is due to my intolerance .I've quite an amount of dresses I don't wear either,come to think of it.

4. I walk around in the house most of the time with just my underwear,which ticks Dad off because he says the Indon workers next door can just barge in and rape me.
I told him it would be fine by me if the Indon worker looked like Irwansyah.Which he replied by smacking me in the head (playfully of course)

5.I have a bad habit of cursing which I have a feeling would be a tad bit hard for me to kick

6. I can't stay mad at one person for too long

7. I'm hardly seen with a negative facade when I'm upset because I'm almost always laughing even if I got dumped by a boy,rhetorically speaking of course

8. I have a birthmark on my right butt cheek HAHA (Only Acap knew this but what the heck hahaha)

9.You could probably say I make awfully lame jokes which are followed by shrill laughter.My shrill laughter.Plus,after I make an awful joke and nobody seems to find it funny,I'd say "Okay,fine,tak lawak,geez".Only THEN would they laugh.Some people are so hard to understand.

10.I'm sensitive when it comes to my weight and the biggest turn-off?If a guy can't speak proper English.Kalau tak tahu,cakap je ah Bahasa Melayu.Rather than making a fool out of yourself.

11.I'm absolutlely goofy and loud around my bestfriends,like,really.I'll make a voice like Fran from the Nanny and stuff like that.

12.My idea of a present when I was 5 or so was a box of stadler colour pencils.

13. I went through an awkward stage of LaSenza Girls clothing and sneakers with lights when you took a step.When I was younger,of course

14.I talk literally too fast.A teacher dubbed me Woman On The Train.I still don't get it.Azzim,tell me what it meaans lah -_-

15.I'm pretty friendly,I'll start talking to you as if I've known you for years eventhough you just added me on Myspace like,5 minutes ago

16.My mum says I'm only responsible in school whereas I'm downright lazy at home.Which is true,way way true.

17. Dad brought me up listening to Deep Purple,Metallica and all that when I was younger so I've come to developed a liking for rock songs

18. I have a (not so) secret infatuation for Nick Jonas

19.I am not ashamed to admit that I absolutely like High School Musical

20.I'm always screaming and jumping before doing something nerve-racking in my life

21.I can't imagine myself working either,Audrey hahaha

22.I talk with a wide variety of hand gestures and I'm always bullied by my little sisters

23.I'm very very...gelabah

24.I like the scent of cigarettes

25. I have the biggest confession to make,God forgive me.I'm against smoking habits but I tried a ciggie once and that will be the first and last time I'll ever do it again

I'm tagging everyone.Go ahead,don't be shy.

HOLY MOTHER

Maths Paper 2 was sorta,maybe,kinda hard
Who am I kidding?It was haaard but not as hard as expected
God help me pass
Azzim gave back our EST papers before History started
Managed to get 82%,an 1A
Whoopee,Ben got the highest,90 %
No offense Ben,but how can you score 90% when you slept through HALF THE PAPER?!
History on the other hand was @*%#%@!&$*!!
Chong:Shaa!Help me out okay later haa
Me:Chong my dear,how do you expect me to help you when I can't even help MYSELF?!
I have this stress-relief thing like Sharpay Evans (don't mind the HSM comparison,I'm in the mood)
I run around the class,screaming and shrieking which only make the others nervous
HAHAHAHA sorry sorry,just adding sound effects for the hard papers
Okay,it was my fault for not studying enough but heck,the essays were easier than the structured questions
Babi memang babi
3 More days until the hectic battle ends
God forbid,tomorrow's Biology Paper 1 and 2
I've got a nasty plan with Ilya and Afiqah,who's IT paper starts after out Bio paper
*Evil laugh*
Day after next,Bio Chem Phys Paper 3
So,like I told Nad, if I don't come online after,say,a really long period of time
You can prolly find me buried under a ton of textbooks
Ciao,Bella

Ini Dinamakan Kawan

A Little Less Sixteen Candles

Turning 16 isn't such a big deal
Nothing worth waiting your whole life for
Not worth dividing your time planning a big party
Only to find out,that its being canceled by dearest parents
Turning 16 isn't such a big deal
Don't put your hopes up too high
Stop expecting something grand and over the top
Which only results in being crushed and disappointed
So what if your finals finish 5 days before your birthday?
It doesn't matter when half the world is against you
Golly Gee
Trust me,I should know
It doesn't matter because MY birthday will prolly be the worst by far
On Wednesday,the 12th of November,I think I'll be spending time cooped up in my room
Don't wanna celebrate anything,Dont wanna go out for dinner
Especially with the family.
Happy Effing 16th Birthday to me.