Alexa Chung ;

True that !

Bite Me

Paris,Je t'aime

The only thing keeping me sane from the exam bug is the trip to Europe after my papers
The last time I was in London/Paris,I couldn't fully appreciate the things around me as I was too preoccupied with the weather and neither was I a fashionista three years ago. And before that,I was eight,memang tak ah. The only thing I remember was the trip to Disneyland.
I can hardly contain my excitement these past few days,keeping my fingers crossed that the apartment next to Baglioni's is vacant. Freakin' awesome view of Hyde Park !
Unfortunately,it'll be freezing cold so I doubt there'll be men frolicking on the grass half-naked like the last time :'(
This may sound ludicrous but I can still remember how it smelt like when I got off the subway on odd days
And how we insisted on getting ice-creams near the Tower of London eventhough our teeth were chattering in the middle of summer
And when Dad refused to climb the Eiffle Tower because he was scared of heights,2 tahun pegi,2 tahun tu lah tak naik naik -_-'
Swear on my life,I've never been this excited to go overseas,ever.
Mum says I'll probably be missing prom night if I'm not willing to get on an early flight. So now,the decision is unbearable.
Prom or three weeks in Europe? Not exactly an easy decision yo.

Multitasking should be my forte' ! The internet really doesn't like me,so I'm currently blogging from the Blackberry while IM-ing people on the laptop,MSN is being friendly today.
Juggled Chemistry and Math this morning. Close to finishing Form Four Math. Not much of an effort but hey,it's a start.
Pang of nostalgia as of this moment as I go through my previous blog posts,it's funny how things change so abruptly. How people change abruptly,bouncing from one group of friends to the next.
On some days,I used to wonder how adults get tired of the things they did as a teenager. I mean,how can one lose interest in carefree days and Myspace/ Facebook?!
But now,I've reached a stage in my life whereby these things just don't thrill me at all. I've gotten tired of dragging my arse to malls unless it's with my parents. I've gotten tired of updating my friend list and trying to act all sociable on the Internet.
There's a fifty-fifty chance I'll be missing school tomorrow,I've got a date with the dentist.
My posts seem more irrelevant and less fascinating these days,boring more like!

Ini Hasil Karya Syakir Yo

If I were to choose between the weekdays,it'll be Tuesday !
Subjects all move at a slow pace,no serious calculation or thinking involved, and everybody's basically in a good mood.
Today was no exception,it's Nurul Aini Atiqah's seventeenth. Walaupun kerja aku dengan Deb kat sekolah ialah mencucuk kau sampai melatah,aku tetap sayang kau <3
My muscles ache and my limbs feel all jelloid all because of that wretched fitness test !
Sure,best lah in some ways but I'll bet you a million bucks my face probably looked like...well,i don't even want to recall what my face looked like when I did the pushups/situps
Freakin' exhausted before school ended,was bullied for one whole hour.
Tau lah aku pendek -_-' The guys were amazed at how small my feet were so Fathi hid my shoe in Heng's ke Azzim's shoe. Muat k hahaha.

Acap : I had fourteen ex-girlfriends
Me : ....But I think I lost count a long time ago

Where Do We Fall Now?

Sometimes,loyalty hardly ever goes a long way
Sometimes,its best to shove your skeletons way behind
Sometimes,the cons of a situation will always outweigh its pros
And sometimes,frustration will always get in our way

Shitty Revelation

For starters,I may be needing a daily dose of sedatives as of today
SPM is freakin' catching up on me and it has no intentions on going below the speed limit whatsoever
Swearing off skipping school,afternoon carefree sessions and nights out with the hommies
Well,with the exception of a day or two but there's absolutely no time to joke around now.
If I wont be doing anything to save myself,I'll be screwed like a Thanksgiving turkey
And unless my results prohibits me from pursuing the Bio-Medical Science course,
I'm particularly keen on taking up Law or Journalism,seeing as everything related to the two is some sort of forte' of mine
Anyhoo,updates and photos on the Prefect's dinner will be coming. As soon as I get my studies back on track.
In a bid to ease my soul,I went to Pavillion with Mum on Saturday and for the first time ever,I strolled out of Topshop feeling freakin' satisfied.
Myth buster #2,I don't shop as much as people think I do. No,seriously. Just because I happen to have a bunch of nice clothes,doesn't mean I have to spend everytime I go out.
In case you're wondering,I'm one of those people who shop extremely cheap but when I do splurge,it's usually on one item. Bukan tiga atau lima sekaligus campak atas counter tu ye. Gila ke apa!
Which is why I get all googly-eyed when I see girls who just pick out and dump things on the counter without batting an eyelid. I've never,ever shopped like that. Selalu satu benda je hahaha,sumpah.
OK. Toodles.

You Could Win A Grammy For Tackiest Reality TV Show!

Thanks for the reminder,I now know why I despise school. No,not because of the teachers or the rules or the repulsive toilets.
Pergi sekolah kan,mesti ada drama. Lepas keluar ke,mesti ada drama. Cakap sikit je,mesti ada drama. Tegur sikit je,mesti ada drama.Tak tau ah,budak ttdi memang gila drama ah kot.
Seriously,life imitating art ke apa ni? Macam soap opera je,macam kisah benar melayu/indon yang terlebih drama,sound effect pun nak kena dramatic,nak jerit jerit lah,nangis terlebih macam kena rogol lah tu lah ni lah. Dah ah selalunya,ada tv shows yang mcm gila fake and the actors can't act to save their own lives.
No offense though. I mean,it's not as if I'm against our local entertainment industry. Ada banyak gila movie Melayu yang best gila babi and the only thing that sets them apart is the fact that they have dignity,direct with taste and TAK TIRU MOVIE BARAT.
I mean,cm tah. Dulu banyak jugak ah,ikut plot movie orang barat. Nama pun nak dekat sama.
Ever heard of originality people?! K,back to my point.
And before you say anything,I'm guilty of getting involed in a pathetic drama or two. Afterwards,I'll feel freakin' daft. But it's a cheap thrill for everyone. There is absolutely no human being who can resist drama. Cmon,we lead mundane lives. It's not like we'll win the lottery or whatever,but you get my point.
Tapi sometimes,it can get so freakin' tiresome okay? Bahh,tak suka. Menyampah ada,fed-up ada.
Oh,weeeeeeeell. Life is miles away from ever being fair.
Hung out with muh three amigos after what?! Ten thousand gazillion years?!
Psychotic gila sial. Syakir suprisingly asked when we were sending him home,Korang Ni Memang Gila Macam Ni Ke? Hahaha

I May Have Forgotten To Give You A Memo But I Think I've Fallen,Hard

Truth be told,I thought that it was simply over. That we never meshed well,that part of it was my fault. I was always too preoccupied with your flaws and somehow,that made me drift away. That we would go back to our mundane lives and back to the starting line,as friends.I thought that I would never speak to you the same way I did before. For awhile,I managed to get my life back on track and I was fine being unattached,like I always have all these years. You know when some people tell me that they can't live without having someone to cling on,to lean on,that's total bullshit.You don't need a guy/girl to make you feel insanely ecstatic 24/7. No offense intended. I was the commander in chief on my ship,I had no partner in crime. That was just how I rolled,I flew solo.

You were unexpected and uncalled for. You were never the person who crossed my mind.
You seemed like the center of a jigsaw to me,lost. We arranged the outermost bits first because they were the easiest but when it came to the core of it,we couldn't find that missing piece.
Sure,there were days when I would feel like banging my head against the wall. There were times when I stumbled upon a movie or a song or an alley that reminded me of you so much but I made myself forget about you. I stopped mentioning your name and I didn't bring you up in any relating conversations,ever. Honestly,I've heard people telling me how daft I was to let you go,I've heard people telling me that I toyed with your feelings,that I made you go through one hell of a rollercoaster and when you needed me the most,I just left you. The hardest part of it all? Knowing you enough to realize that you will never feel an ounce of hatred towards me.Trust me,the guilt I felt was far beyond my control.

And then,came the days where my ego was permanently bruised. I rambled on and on about the one. Who would give me butterflies whenever I see him,who would listen to the idiotic theories I came up with,who would call me in the middle of the day to tell me he misses me,who would make me laugh by doing absolutely nothing,who would make me stop mid sentence and smile whenever I talk about him,who would annoy me so much in the morning but the mere mention of his name would make me feel as if I just couldn't go to sleep without knowing whether everything was fine,who would genuinely love me even when I'm at the brink of a meltdown,knowing that he would jump off a building or hijack a plane or stage a bank heist for me. You know what the funny thing is? You were right in front of me all this while and sue me if you would but I really,truly need you.

Contrary to popular belief,I've been on the lone bandwagon of girls who don't like wearing make-up often
Sure,I step out of the house wearing the odd eyeliner but that's mainly it
Not a big fan of slathering layers of foundation to cover up my pimples or whatever
I mean,I can't live without St. Ives but heck,foundation literally makes it worse
Let your pores breathe people!
Don't even ask me about lipstick. Had a bad experience with it three years ago and I've never touched one ever since. It feels weird on my lips,there's never been one that doesn't feel gooey or rough.
That's why I religiously carry my Nivea lip balm wherever I go.
Don't ask me why I'm suddenly blogging about things in general,life is extremely mundane.
And Tunku Nurul Farhan,if you're reading this and I'm sure you are,thanks for the Remy supper
Ilya,Ann,Raidah and I were at Ilya's place,waiting for tuition to start
Didn't have our dinner yet so we asked Raidah to call teacher,and tell him a little white lie
Raidah told him that Ilya wasn't at home yet but then Koo said it was okay,he'll wait outside until she came home
After hanging up,the four of us were scrambling around the house,thinking of solutions and laughing througout the whole time
We even checked if it was okay to shove Ilya out the back door and ask her to come around the front but then,Koo came in o.O
I locked myself in the bathroom and laughed so hard,I had to pee HAHAHAHAHA
HOMG,funny shite weiiiii :')
As usual,I will always be the last to finish laughing. When everyone was settled down,I broke into fits of giggles once more AND AND AND...

If you're feeling bummed or out of it today,suffering from a severe case of the Monday blues
Then by all means,read Funny Bones in Action and watch the videos under Pyjama Party in the Afternoon
The things we go through every single day with each other is by far amusing
I can't imagine what we'll come up with if we decide to live under the same roof
Haih,boleh mati gelak tau tak

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Glitteratti

The jacket !

The skirt !

And the vest !

I've rambled on about most things in my life at this stage
Well,until I realized that I've never talked about clothes,in general!
Shocking revelation at bay ! I mean,I absolutely adore fashion and sometimes,
I'm guilty of wanting to try something daring and uncommon
But the withering glances the people [who don't know how to appreciate God's freakin' wonderful gift] that come along with it adds to the excitement most of the time
Thereforeeee,Imma show you things I've been dying to get my hands on
And soon will (pleasepleaseplease let money miraculously grow on trees) once I manage to sweet-talk Mum
There's a fifty-fifty chance of me using the Raya excuse hahaha

Weekend Specials

'Tis 1230am and I just got back from the barbecue
Teringat masa dulu tu,exactly the same crowd with the exception of a few people
Odeng datang by popular demand,tak sempat pun nak serenade kau HAHA
Flicked through extremely outdated photo albums! Yan comel gila sial,Ana macam jantan gila
Grilled chicken and marshmallows,buat one shot (k,bukan I ah,takleh habis ah sekaligus),played the guitar and main mercun! Every year kalau pegi rumah Atin,tak sah kalau tak main mercun yang diseludup tu I may have contributed in breaking the hammock,sorry Auntie! And Farhan F.,jaga lah kakak kau tu. Freakin' close to burning the house down. We were playing with the bunga api and somehow,Jaa's stick manage to get the plants on fire Lawak gila,orang kat belakang Jaa semua panic,Atiqah and Maria siap tarik hose lagi Although,Afiqah and I stood there as well. Both with the same thoughts in our head,imagination running wild hahahaha And Jaa just stood there,stared,turned around and calmly asked us " Mm,surat khabar ada tak? Surat khabar?"
It was a you-had-to-be-there moment,the look on Jaa's face was priceless,stone gila
Ntah apa lah nak buat dengan surat khabar,nnti terbakar jugak ahahahahahahaha :')
Odeng life-save,guna selipar,AWWWW -_-'
Waa,Ann,Syakir,Odeng,Bob and I were the last to leave and we had to force Syak to play I'm Yours,tapi sekejap-sekejap stop main.
Felt like tearing my hair out -_-' On the other hand,I never realized how badly I miss playing the guitar as of late !

You're Unconventional

Atilia - Selalu Denganmu
Pete Murray - So Beautiful
Pink - Please Don't Leave Me
Pegi download hahaha
Okay,playlist tak seberapa but heck,as long as the music's good right?
God,what a random and pointless post
I like itttttt *tangan* Nash !

Wall Flower

Ah,who could ever get tired of Peaches Geldof and her worn-out bomber jacket?
Watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince in absolute awe
I don't give a flying pig's ass if some people thought it was a flop
I genuinely teared up when Dumbledore died
Sorry,terbongkar rahsia. Siapa yang tak tengok lagi tu aa.
Don't get me wrong,there were some disappointing scenes
Most of the time,reading the book beforehand messes your whole psych but nonetheless,I'm giving it two thumbs up *applause*
When I went in the cinema,it was pitch black. I swear to God,I couldn't see the steps at all.
I grabbed onto Waa's hand but she accidentally let go because she slipped
Then I just stood there,contemplating on what I should've done
Last-last,I decided to run down but then,I missed a step and I fell flat on my butt
Terduduk atas lantai tu lagi k HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :')
Haih,nasib baik lah saya ni jenis yang gelak kat diri sendiri
So,for any of you who caught Harry Potter's 2pm show,
I,Aishah Zein,was the one who fell down the steps ROTFL
Skipped school today because I was on the phone until five in the morning,literally
The person on the other line is reallayh gay,bilik pun gay (Y)
Atin's having a bbq at her place tomorrow,lama tak jumpa!
That's all for today,finally decided what I'm going to be for the costume party next (next?) Friday
And I think it's high time I break the piggybank

The only man who pulled off black shoes with white socks and one-hand gloves
The only man who made girls swoon when he grabbed his crotch HAHA
R.I.P MJ,

How Come Blesses Only Come In Disguise?

Ilya : Dia cakap depan muka you ke?!
Me : Tak,kalau ye,I dah cium dia dah HAHAHA
Waa: Elelele,Sha nak tu
Me : Nooo,taknak pun
Ilya : Cmon! Taknak langsung?!
Ann : Merepek ah kalau taknak
Me : Fine,sikit je
Ilya : Sikit je!?
Me : Okay fine,everytime I see him,I want to grab him and smother him with kisses. Is that what you wanted me to say ? -_-'
Ann : You didn't have to answer pun :D


DIY mood lately,bought some knick-knacks and Imma try to make statement necklaces
Just in case the academic thing doesn't work out hahaha which reminds me,the Matematics Competition is creeping up on us
Same goes to SPM Trials,holy motherfkcrrrr. If I don't push myself now,I'll be screwed like a Thanksgiving turkey.
I had this sudden craving for Kentucky Fried Chicken so every few minutes I'd be whining and complaining because I only had two bucks left with me
When I cleaned out my purse,I found fifty bucks in one of the pockets and I literally jumped around in Mobil,boleh makan KFC for dinner so I paid for dinner with the grrrls today
Lesson # 2 : Never ask a hungry girl to buy food,ever.
During tuition,I had three pieces of chicken and finished Ilya's leftover sikit. Banyak gila babi.
But this is pretty normal for me,that's why I get so frustrated when I don't pack on the pounds
Nana's going to Cali next week and Mum's given the greenlight for me to order things
New wardrobe baybay (A)
Have to call it a raincheck with my Chemistry book as I've got a date with Harry Potter and the grrrrrls tomorrow evening.

Make Way For Trouble

Killer shoes,literally!
Don't you ever get tired of reading about how I spend my days?
I mean,this goes out to people who religiously read my blog of course.
I hope you don't mind though,because I absolutely love talking about my day and what I did or who I saw or the things I said,so on and so forth.
My mum has been wondering why the school hasn't been closed down yet,eventhough they claim there's been one case of H1N1. Besides,I hate the fact that everytime I walk out of a class/lab,I'm greeted by a surge of nausea thanks to the thick haze.
She's a hundred and ten percent all for me staying at home,granted I have a study date in the mornings. I,on the other hand,always wake up at 1230pm hehe.

Even if I do drag my arse to school,my attention span during classes last a few minutes.
Which I will then doodle on the table,turn around and make faces,or sing. Azzim on the other hand,will pass around snacks in class,God bless him.Usually,I can't talk with Waa because she'll be busy finishing some other work.

Today,I skipped school and stayed at home,sleeping soundlessly till lunch time.
Talked to Raa today,rindu sangat sangat,I feel like jumping on the next bus to Kelantan.
Went to the library and bought snacks before heading off to Sulei to meet Acap.
Confidently,I suggested we follow a shortcut through the houses but when we reached the end of the road,a huge drain was there. Thus,the lesson learnt today is one must not follow sha's directions.Reached Sulei and met Acap,omgggg,I'm so tempted to tell you guys what he showed us tapi nanti bocor rahsia hahaha. Bob and Kamar Razy were there too and they messed around with Bob's motorbike. I get dibs on the next ride!

Tomorrow,I think I'll stay at home,maybe wake up earlier to study,if I ever hear the alarm ring.
God willing,as I sleep through an earthquake macam jiran saya itu.

Smitten Times an Infinity

Flicked through my Physics once more ,did a few questions and I think I'm getting the hang of it
Spent a mucho long time going through countless of blogs and I'm hooked
In case you're wondering and I'm sure you probably are,just a teensy bit,my blog's uber simple this time around,needed something fresh
On another note,Harry Potter's coming in less than a day and I'm stoked as ever
High expectations as always,besides,nothing can beat Harry Potter! Not even Twilight, eventhough the eye candy is a hundred and ten times drool worthy
And eventhough I manage to fall in love with Daniel Radcliffe after every movie,I'm in it for the plot.
Unknown fact #1 : Not many people are aware that I am the epitome of a bookworm. There's a mini library in my house,rows and rows and rows of books.I literally read the same book over and over and over again without getting bored and I've read the Harry Potter saga,twice HAHA
Why am I repeating myself?!

Does Anybody Know The Way To Atlantis?

Myth Buster #1 : An Alpharian hardly ever stays true to their name. Semua sama gangsta je.
Surprisingly,my day was satisfying eventhough I did not skip school.
Whilst Ana and Afiqah were settling field trip matters,Ruiz took out his camcorder (which he got for free when he went to Russia,if it wasn't for the fact that you had to give back the iPhone,we'd be mortal enemies haha)
So,Alpharians took photos and moments were caught on tape. Such as Nurul interviewing Man as a manwhore,us playing the eraser race and when Danial hit my chest with his elbow,motherfckrrrr sakit gila sial -_-'. Kesian Acap jadi cameraman,nak jugak his fifteen seconds of fame hahaha.
I love field trips,especially ones where the whole gang tag along,orang asing tidak dibenarkan.
The main objective was pretty obvious,tengok muka muka kita ni yang pegi pun boleh tau kenapa HAHAHA
This time around,it was not so much as different,karangkraf's HQ is the shiznit (I love you too,Ana and Ayah Ding hahaha)
Hm,am thinking of investing in the program of magically disappearing pimples etc. Baik punya !
Ann and I walked home,came back just before it started to rain cats and dogs.
Went to Curve with Abe and Waa around five or so,teman Abe makan then we met Syakir in Sulei and then Eijas and Haziq at Chua. Lepak for a few minutes and I went home,where I'm now babysitting.
No way in hell am I gonna cook,nak rumah terbakar boleh lah. So I settled on Nando's Delivery.
Contemplating whether I should quarantine myself tomorrow onwards hehehehe
Eijas is probably on his way to the airport,damn youuuuu hamster ! Beli lah benda I suruh tu *wiggles eyebrow hahaha

When I waved to her across the hallway,she came up to me and said I Pindah Kelantan and ran down to the canteen.
I laughed and continued walking towards the other stairs,confident that she was just joking.
When I made my way to the canteen,I asked everyone whether it was true and everybody nodded uncertainly
So then,Waa and I made an effort to ask Mr Sritharan and he even said the Sijil Berhenti Sekolah was with him.
The look on our face was clear,shocked as ever,flabbergasted even.

Sometimes,I still wonder why she told us all on such a short notice
We couldn't even plan a proper farewell party,much to my disappointment
Somehow,there's a voice inside my head that refused to accept the fact that Raa would leave for Kelantan in a matter of two days
The voice is still there,eventhough it's only been two days,I'm missing Raa a lot
More than I ever thought I would. So,I'm guessing what they say is true,you'll never learn to appreciate a friend once they've slipped from your fingers.
The first thing I did this morning on the way to school was to take a look at your house,it's weird to see the gate closed.
Recess wasn't the same either,the canteen cleared out pretty fast,especially our table,you weren't there to eat the claypot on your own sweet time.
Was in the car with Abe,gave us a ride home and he stopped beside your house,and trust me,I wanted to cry. Fidgeted with my hair to keep my mind off the fact that Ann almost called you to invite you out.
Bila baca balik,macam awak dah pergi untuk selama-lamanya HAHA but that's how I feel now.
You were always there when I called,jumpa dekat bulatan ke apa,eventhough you took a lifetime to get ready.
Sorry I haven't been able to call you,I promise I will do so tomorrow.
Jaga diri baik baik kat sana,Raa and please,aku tak nak tengok kau balik sini macam yknowwhat HAHAHA
Rindu tak terhingga :'(

Golden Days

Yuna singing Dan Sebenarnya,taken from Afifie's Youtube

The Night Before

On a scale of 1 to 10,SMKTTDI's Golden Night this year was a thousand times better than the last
Eventhough the lineups last year was better ( we're talking about OAG and Meet Uncle Hussein here)
Eventhough I was taking off and putting on the same outfit dozens of times before Ilya and I left the house
I settled on something simple,a black lace top with tights and thanks to Ilya,my hair was all va-va-voom that night
Hell,Farid said I should think of curling my hair that way permanently and I agree,smexy hahaha
Plus,I especially liked the fact that most of the guys were decked in suits,easy on the eyes okay hahaha
Freakin' stoked that our tables were right next to Sigma's,which made the night even more enjoyable
After dinner,we sat in a circle and I'm guessing we were the rowdiest group that night
The only downside to that was the fact that we were given dirty stares the entire night by certain people but neither of us gave a shit
Ding-dong! We came to have fun,not to sit around acting like sourpusses
After the speeches,I only paid attention to a few performances
Omg,sumpah suka Khalyf and Luen's act ! We're booking you guys for prom night,no doubt!
When Yuna came onstage, Raa and I got on our feet and stood the whole time,singing off-key to her songs hehehe suka sangat :')
I swear,her voice is as soulful live as it is on my iPod ! Took pictures with her outside,really friendly as well,and her assistant?boyfriend? was goodlooking toooooo HAHAHA sempat lagi
Qis,Mel,Hanie and I executed a Mean Girls scene in the toilet before that,hilarious shit
Then it was the TTDI Stars performances,pitied Majid because he was having a fever,but he sang anyways *applausing*
If you were to ask either of us,the highlight of the night would probably have to be Nash Rock Kapak's performance!
It wasn't due to the fact that we were fans of him,unlike Odeng,we didn't even know he existed!
We had a helluva good time literally screaming our lungs out and cheering him on,Odeng bukan main ah hafal lagu,nak bawak you pergi concert ah lain kali
Dah lah bila kita tepuk untuk Odeng,orang lain perasan kita tepuk untuk Nash ahahaha funnayh
And everytime he came offstage,we screamed at him to come to our table just for the heck of it
Quote Ana, Come Sit On Mama HAHAHAHAHA eeeeeyer,naik bulu roma aku
We gave him standing ovations everytime he finished a song,and neither of us stopped to take a breather,jerit nonstop
Ann and I played air-guitar to every song and with my messy hair and head-banging,Waa said I looked like Amy Search
Sampai hati kau, Waa :'(
Eventhough I was a tad bit embarassed when I was the only one who stood up and screamed HAHAHA -_-'
In my opinion,I didn't need the crowd or the other performances. If you put us and Nash in one room,sumpah best hahahahaha :')
Mingled around and all that jazz throughout the whole night,I'll definitely miss things like these when all of us go to college next year

The Morning After

I slept over at Ilya's place,tossing and turning on the floor for reasons I shall not mention heheh
Physics with Koo was canceled and we woke up to a message that said
" Jumpah kat Mosin,siapa yang tak pakai baju tidur kena belanja makan"
So,Ilya and I literally jumped out of bed,brushed our teeths and got into the car hahaha
Picked up Waa and had breakfast with Raa,Ana,Ann,Afiqah,Jaa and Lana as well
Just in case you're wondering,everyone did turn up in their pajamas. Waa dengan Lana sorang je mandi,Ann dengan Raa pakai kain batik lagi,I swear on my worn out flats
Spent the whole morning talking about the night before,I can't believe we won't be able to have breakfast together again since Raa left for Kelantan
Still not getting over the fact that she won't be around to grab my boobs or to hang around ttdi with :'((
After breakfast,Lana,Afiqah,Waa,Jaa and I got a ride with Ilya while the others walked home
Thought of playing cards in Athinahapan but it was too hot,bumped into the others on the way and all eight of us sqeeuzed into the Neo,macam clown car
Raa took out the guitar and we made three videos,sumpah lawak gila but in my opinion,we looked so very much infatuated with each other HAHAHA
Sumpah macam keluarga bahagia :'))
Said our goodbyes to Raa and gave her a big hug and a kiss. My God,Raa ! Rindu sial :'(
Around 1230pm,Afiqah,Lana,Qis and I went back to Ilya's place and upon our arrival,we got a message from Nathan
"Class cancel,saya tak sihat"
Apa lagi ! Afiqah and I shouted and danced all the way up to Ilya's room. God answered our prayers :') hahaha
Thus,we decided to not take a bath until around 4pm or so (Y)
Ilya's mum had this sudden craving for pisang goreng and keropok lekor,so Afiqah and I tagged along while Ilya stayed at home to check on the lasagna we co-made
Omg,sedap gila ! Ilya,you will be catering my wedding,no questions asked.
To sum my weekend up,it was bittersweet but hands down,the best I've ever had
And we didn't need booze,kan Afqh?! hahaha

You're Disrupting My Drift

Lo and behold,I played [amateur] futsal today with le hombres

Totally felt bummed when it rained but we started playing when it drizzled
I'm not denying the fact that I must've looked pretty awkward for the first few minutes
But after a few measly kicks,I gave up,main tendang je sini sana and tolak tolak orang
Hell,for a first-timer,I did pretty okay,if I must say so myself HAHA
With the exception of the screaming and carrying the ball to the the goal and well,you get my drift
Got a ride home with Abe and the rest and all my muscles are aching real bad,major workout running from one goal to the other
Buuuuut....let's do it again (Y)

J'Adore

Uncertain,unpredictable,gloomy
What starts off as the soft pitter-pattering of raindrops against the window,eventually morphs into fits of rage as lighting strikes
Funny how a downpour can be so easily associated with a human being
I laid in bed,switched off my iPod,wrapped the duvet tightly around me and listened to the rain last night for the very first time
Wonder of wonders,it literally seemed to throw my cares away and calmed me
For a moment,I kept thinking and contemplating,my mind occupied with life's fair share of what ifs and whys
And somehow,it's the simple chores I carried out or the pieces of paper I kept or the clothes I wore or the scent of the perfume on my wrist or the conversations I had or the alley I passed by in the evenings that remind me of you the most
Trust me,I'm far beyond fine these days and I have no pent up feelings whatsoever,I swear
It may seem hard for some people to face that fact haha and I may seem to come off as a bit,well,reminiscent,but as time whizzed by,so did my feelings
Well,enough to make me feel rejuvenated in some ways haha
Truth is,you're the most difficult thought I have ever had to put at the back of my mind,God knows why

You Can Roll,I'll Do The Rockin'

I have always been fond of the idea of being the solo female in a band

Jazz and Sequins

Well,it would have been slightly reassuring if I had watched the video of the three of us first
Or mainly me,because the camera instantly zoomed in so throughout the whole video,you could see my,ehem,panties
Nasib baik pakai a very subtle colour hahahahaha :')
Put 'em together with the gawky dance moves I made in the backseat and it's worthy of brightening up everyone's day
God knows who else Ilya's shown that video to,God bless the (not so pleasant) traits I inherited from my father
Tak tau malu maka tak kisah

Boldy Gone Where No [Wo] Man Has Gone Before

Ilya and I rode the KTM today,babi slow sial. Like a turtle on a rampage.
We saw Andy and a few friends at KL Central and decided to follow them HAHA but then we lost them,so terpaksa lah make our own effort
Left Cheer 09 early because we were bored out of our minds so we stopped at Masjid Jamek
Don't get me wrong,it would have been way better if you actually have a valid reason to be there
Like say,rooting for a certain team or actually being in a team,ya dig?
Aaaaand we ate right smack in the middle of Kuala Lumpur,like,the real side of Kuala Lumpur
We were sorta scared shitless tapi makan jugak dekat BK,lapar gila hahaha
Mind you,I only do all these adventures shit with Ilya
But I swear I'm dragging the other grrrrrrls along after this
And now,since she officially has her license... (SHOTGUN SHOTGUN SHOTGUN)
Biology tuition today was okaaaaay,katai Nurul gila babi and we semi-finished Chapter 5,gila confusing sial tapi senang (Y)
I've got this growth inside my eyes and it stings like a bee,the pain is even more unbearable when I blink

Infatuation

I don't want to fall madly in love with someone by stalking their Myspace profile
I don't want to fall madly in love with someone over a few comments
I don't want to fall madly in love with someone who meets me for the first time behind the computer screen and is at a loss for words because he didn't have the normal privilege of being given ten minutes to think of a reply
I don't want to fall in love with they way a guy looks,I don't want to fall in love with the amount of moughlah a guy has,I don't want to fall in love with the way a guy drowns a girl with his measly pick up lines
I mean,really! If somebody asks you how you and your boyfriend/girlfriend met right,takkan nak cakap "Oh He Had Me At "Hey,Thanks For The Add" kan? hahaha

I want to bump into a complete ( and adorable ) stranger on the street
I want an innocent crush that is triggered by a few hellos and an exchanging of digits
I want a love that's genuine and unconventional at the same time
I want a love that erupts like an earthquake and subsides,a love that's a temporary madness
I want a love that sends chills up and down my spine even when you look like an awful mess
I want a love that has nothing to do with this form of communication
I could go on and on and on,and on but the yawning is overpowering
Will continue next week
Just to make everyone sure,I wasn't emoshit and bawling my eyes out while typing this post *coughwaacough*

Clawing Out