Sunday, October 18, 2009

Adieu


Hold on a sec,let me just get this out of my system.
I can't believe SPM is in three weeks ! 30 days,30 freakin' days.
This is it,four weeks,ten subjects,twenty-three papers,countless amounts of pens and a whole lot of gelabah-ing as a starting line to my future.
Okay,I thought I'd be all calm and collected up until,say,a week before but I'm freakin' out now.
Head's spinning but I can't afford to be caught up in thoughts of failures or doubt. That doesn't help,it'll just bring out the lazy bum in me. I swear .
I'm doing this for my parents who's paying close to a thousand for my tuition fees and the revision books I've been buying just for the sake of feeling like I'm making an effort -_-' ,for Mr. Koo and Mr. Nathan and Mr. Ramesh and Ms. Anusya,Pn. Noraikha,Pn Histaza,Ustazah S.Roha,Cikgu Sritharan,Pn. Shanthy,Pn. Zalifah,Pn. Nurhana,Pn. Hazlin and Pn. Ooi who have been patient throughout these two years. It's like,guilt avenue if I don't get an A or B or,welll,you get my point.
Then again,I know myself more than anyone else does,and that's why I'm not putting high hopes for straight As. At this rate,it's like trying to stop the apocalypse,impossible. Whatever it is,I can't and won't accept anything lower than a B or C. Why? Because Additional Matematics will be on my slip and I know the furthest I would possibly go is a C . Heh . Dapat 6As,7As pun dah bersyukur gila gila gila lah. When people told me that most of us would start studying last minute for SPM,I thought that was bullshit. Macam,bangang ah bila fikir balik kan?
Tapi tengok lah sekarang,study gila babi nak mampus punya tak ingat dunia a month before SPM. Tu pun kena paksa diri gila babi,gila gila punya paksa ! Boleh lagi baru berapa jam baca buku buat past year question,tutup buku then cakap " Takpe lah,start study esok lah,pape ah"
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?! Bodoh gila,bila results keluar next year teruk baru nak menyesal.
I can't freakin wait for that to start studying my arse off ! Sure there are nights where I sleep late and digest as much information as possible but it gets tiresome because I'm not putting in as much effort as I should be.
I shouldn't even be here now. So as of today,you wont be seeing me for two months until the very last day of SPM,which will be on 9/12/09 . Maybe I'll be on a few days before jugdement day,let out my frustraition and calm my nerves sorta mantra. Kena ada motivasi sikit,kalau tak memang harapan ah kan.Oh and,yeay,mintak restu time. Bestnya.
I know I'm not the nicest person on Earth and I know I've said and done things that have offended many people in many ways but I sincerely apologize for everything I've done.
Keeping my fingers crossed that I'll be in your prayers after this hahaha,so yeah. Pray for me a miracle and all the best to the rest of you who'll be sitting for this wretched exam as well. 29 days to the battle and 51 days to freedom.
Fasten your seatbelts,92s,it's gonna be a rough ride (Y)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

You and What Army?

Saturday,17.10.09 - Ana,Bob and Ilya's openhouses

Danial woke me up freakin early because we were supposed to leave around 11 for Sungai Buloh. Slept for another ten minutes,took a shower and got ready. I couldn't decide what to wear and I settled for a black kurung and this green kain saree fabric to go with it. So,as I was rummaging through my bag,I noticed I had a new message from Danial which said Gen was running late so might as well leave at 1140. Penat penat je aku siap awal. So,everyone was supposed to meet up at the Community Hall since Gen,Majid and Firdaus were convoy-ing. Found out that Firdaus (Khidhir,Ann,Bob) left first. Dalam hati dah macam,bestnya naik dengan Gen since tak ramai orang tumpang so takpayah sempit sempit. Sekali Gen sampai,Odeng dah kat front seat and I saw Kamar at the back. Menyemak ah kau hahaha. So,Kamar,Hanie,Danial and I sqeeuzed in the backseat. Gen ada plush toys dalam kereta dia ! We had to wait for Majid and his crew to arrive so Gen parked and went to the toilet while the rest of us stayed in his car. Kesian Odeng,kena Deepavali jokes. Asal tak gerak Batu Caves lah,Penat tak panjat tangga tu lah hahaha banyak lagi aa. There was a wedding going on at the Hall,so there were cars coming in and out. Ada satu family tu park sebelah kereta Gen,then anak dia macam,checked her reflection in the car window and picked her nose !@#$%^&* hahahahahahahaha tak sedar kot ada orang dalam kereta Gen,ni mesti Odeng ni (jangan marah haha) Then finally nampak kereta Majid,Afiqah dapat jugak shotgun,uhmayzing. Rasa macam balik kampung pulak (Y) Stopped by Danial's house sebab mamat tu at first pakai tshirt then tengok orang lain pakai cantik cantik,nak tukar baju,primadonna betul. Sesat sikit masa kat area Sg Buloh tu tapi sampai jugak rumah Ana akhirnya !

Rumah Ana besar gila ! Like,omagad,besar gila ah ! Driveway dia luas gila,boleh muat banyak gila kereta,tak tipu. Majid selambe je park kereta dia kat dalam. Sampai sampai je nampak Faiq/Farihah punya Mummy and dia cakap Ana semua kat backyard. Kamar kept on saying "Ni rumah ke resort ni?!" Nampak pool je,cakap benda sama,every few seconds ah boleh dikatakan dia cakap tu hahaha. Pretty nervous when I saw that the grass was muddy,my 4inch heels dug in really deep hahaha. Jumpa Ana,little hug kiss kiss then makan. Jumpa Khidhir Izzud semuaaaaa. Makan makan then took a tour around Ana's house and lepak dalam bilik dia. Ramai gila sumbat dalam satu bilik. Seriously,I think someone should be recording our every move. Sumpah macam,lawak gila and entertaining as hell and it's all so random and revolves around jokes that are not for the underage hahahahaha padahal kita semua belum legal pun lagi but you get my drift.

Bila hujan dah reda sikit,kita semua gerak rumah Bob sebab rumah dia sama area jugak. This time,naik dengan Firdaus. Ann got shotgun while Bob,Danial,Kide and I were in the back. Kesian Lana dengan Jaa kena sumbat dalam kereta siapa tah. Sebab,there were so many of us and only three cars. Rumah Bob pun coool gilaaa ! Like,so earthy hahaha seriously,dining room dia ada that shutters and it opens to an indoor garden so rasa macam cool ah hahaha. Nervous gila babi kat rumah Bob sebab ada kucing! Hafiz Iddin tak habis habis letak kittens tu dekat dekat,ergh. The boys were preoccupied with the gym and then Firdaus tak habis habis nak buat taichi in the middle of the garden. Nak nangis tengok,all he did was the KRS kawad moves :') Took alot of pictures. Ada satu part tu,semua dah ready nak amik gambar then suddenly Majid (who was bending down) diri and cakap "Jumpa pun !" Kacau gila hahahaha. Balik pun dengan Firdaus but this time Kide,Danial,Ann,Jaa and I pulak. Stuck in a jam and then OMAGAD,Firdaus punya first ________ ! Rasa guilty gila sebab I yang buat dia cuak hahahahaha Sorry bro,sorry sangat sangat,nanti aku belanja kau a night in Chaukit road :( Nasib baik tak serious and _____ tu pun _ (Y)

Dropped Kide and Danial off sebab dorang nak pegi rumah Fikrizal and finally dapat shotgun ! Woohoo,dapat jugak eventho from Kide's house to Ilya's place. Kept on apologizing to Firdaus,once in a lifetime ni *rolls eyes. Sampai rumah Ilya,ada Hilmi and Amie,Xhaff and their friend Naqib. These three literally don't need laughing gas or jokes,gelak je kerja hahaha best ah actually tengok dorang gelak -_-' After they left, the others started arriving like Amir,Eijas,Syak,Flapp,Ilman,Buj,Kide,Ahlami,Firdaus,Irfan tu semua lah. Like I said,macam army. The whole gang concequered the entire living room. Main Wii ! Semangat gila okay,lagi lagi Firdaus bila main boxing. He was literally sweating buckets. Basah gila and melekit,ewww. Played boxing with Firdaus and he won,babi ah,tapi aku bagi kau menang sbb nanti kau macam emo pegi nangis belakang curtain ahahahaha :') Tapi best ah sbb lompat lompat and punched thin air while the others were shouting and jumping up as well. Lagi lagi Afiqah,memang supporter terhebat. Food at Ilya's place was gooood,makan banyak gila sampai sakit perut. Took most photos with Buj,hubby for a day,siap share satu kerusi everywhere we sat hahaha. Omar called somewhere in the night while it was really noisy and Firdaus sikit sikit kipaskan muka and cakap OMG OMG macam bapok. Hahahaha tu memang lawak *tepuk tangan and fist bump*
But since there were so many of us,panas gila okay ! Yang peluh for no reason punya tahap so most of us stood right under the aircond to cool off. Then Majid semua nak karaoke and semua dah macam Cepat Balik Sebelum Hujan Batu hahahahaha (Y) Most of them left around 11 or so and Waa and I decided to sleep over.

Sunday,18.10.09 - Waa's Openhouse (last one for the year)

Woke up the next morning to Waa's face right beside mine hahaha sorry bro,aku memang tidur dekat dekat -_-' and had brunch in One Utama,sent Arissa to Tania's place,went to Pavillion and bought a few things from Cotton On. Ah,the satisfaction. Got ready for Waa's openhouse,the three of us i.e Wa,Ilya and I were in perfect color coordination. Pagi blue/white/brown malam white. And not on purpose,mind you. Mee kari sedap gila,tambah banyak kali. Layan Firdaus sbb,ntah asal,rasa mcam nak buat charity work hahaha. Waa and Ilya were caught redhanded for something I shall not mention but sweet nonetheless :') Got home,changed into an oversized tee,talked to Omar (I guess it's not our secret anymore,is it? haha) and I fell asleep after laughing for a few minutes because I remembered what Firdaus did (OMG OMG)

Friday, October 16, 2009

Just You Wait


I shouldn't be complaining,I should be semi thankful SPM is in a month's time.
There's still time to cover whatever information I can digest. True,I'm definitely dissapointed in myself over the fact that I didn't start earlier but that's not important now.
But as the big day approaches (ceh,macam nak kahwin je), I find myself yearning for the time after those four nerve racking weeks. When I flipped through the timetable,it actually made me want to study even harder. And after the car ride with Ilya,I'm even more determined to get good results to take up law next year. No more second thoughts and I'm ignoring the voices in my head who tell me I should be studying Biomedical Science or whatever.
I'm not going to take something just because it makes me sound professional or that it rakes in more income. I'm not saying law isn't,trust me. My parents are both lawyers and hell,I've heard enough from them to fully secure my decision. Now all I need is these last 31 days.
Thinking of the aftermath of SPM really helps,seriously. You just want to study and get it over with.
Roadtrip exactly a day after the exam,Prom (it's still on by the way,no cancellations whatsoever so stop trying to bring us down),carefree days,driving licenses,Europe,dust off my guitar and start playing again,taking up a new language,rock climbing,amateur futsal with the clan.
The list really does go on and on,I'd carry on for hours but I'll be leaving in a few. I LOVE SATURDAYS !

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Thought So


Well,here's a revelation. You know how you happen to think about basically everything when you're wide awake in the middle of the night ? When you're lying down on your bed,staring at the ceiling and all these thoughts come rushing in your mind ? Whether worrying or not?
Just so you know,up until this very moment, I thought I knew how it feels like.
Then again,I had no idea. Not even the slightest.
True,the beginning of this infatuation doesn't deserve a spot in any fairytale.
It started off as a common case of attraction,I'm sure of it. I swear I never saw it coming and it was uncalled for.
As cliche' and overrated this may seem like, it really just happened. Bear with me.
Up until this very moment, I never thought my heart could beat faster and slower at the same time
Up until this very moment, I never thought going a day without listening to that familiar voice would be enough to drive me crazy
Up until this very moment, I never thought how hearing your voice the absolute first thing in the morning would be enough to make my day
Up until this very moment, I never thought I'd ever smile to myself whenever the thought of you came to mind
Up until this very moment, I never thought just the mere fact of not seeing you makes me want you even more
Up until this very moment,I never thought I'd have to stop myself mid sentence because all I ever talk about now,is you
Up until this very moment , I never thought I would actually say this because it's so overrated but it feels as if I've known you much,much longer
Like when you tell me things you swore you've never told anyone before and it makes sense because if I were you,I wouldn't tell anyone else either,absentmindedly makes me fall harder
And if you ask anyone who knows me well enough,they can vouch for me that I've never,ever
felt this way about anyone before
And as much as I hate to admit this,I don't want this to ever stop at a redlight eventhough the real deal hasn't even left the last traffic light. I just want this to go on like an unwinding road in the middle of nowhere.
Normally,I don't like surprises. You,on the other hand,are a definite exception .

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Go Idolise A Mannequin

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Aww,cute sangat pegi tiru orang punya THINGS TO DO. She just changed the SPM to PMR and PROM to PARTY hahahaha adoiii

Gypsies


It's not my fault for getting on with my life .

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Yo Bro !



Thanks Eijazzzzz (y)

Tiring. Absolutely tiring . Omar still called in the morning eventhough I'm pretty sure he knew I was gonna fall back asleep right after I hung up. Stayed in the same position on my bed until 12pm where I decided to get ready. Acap came over,bertuah betul mamat ni. Picked up Syakir and the three of us were Ann's first guests . Sweet sangat ! First things first,the chicken chop was uhmayzing hahaha. Made two rounds to the buffet table and that's when Waa and Ilya came. Caught up with everyone,Syakir went missing for awhile and I thought somebody said he already went back. Dalam hati dah macam,makan terus bla?! Then tengok-tengok dia pergi ambik Eijas je. When the two of them came in,they were laughing because Eijas confident je keluar lift terus salam one of Ann's aunts since he thought it was her mum. Lawak lawak . I shall announce to the whole world that I had three pieces (?) of chicken chop with coleslaw and fries and my plate was cleaaaan. Penuh gila nak mampus. Belum kira berapa kali pegi amik air. Firdaus,Buj and Bob came next. Suka sangat sampin Buj,entah asal. Sat at the dining room and kept them company while Syak,Ann and Eijas went to the living room.

I've noticed that everytime the other boys come,it's always like an army. I thought they would never stop coming when the lift opened hahaha. So,altogether there was Ann,Waa,Ilya,Acap,Syakir,Eijas,Firdaus,Buj,Bob,Aswad,Ahlami,Izzud,Ilman,Majid,Kamar and... am I missing someone out? Because I feel as if there were more of you people yesterday hahaha. Color theme today was coincedentally red. Best thing about Ann's openhouse ? (No,not being around Firdaus and his insults) The babies and toddlers ! Freakin' adorable. Ann made Arif and Haikal go around and salam each and every one of us. So when Haikal came up to Aswad,Aswad opened his arms for a hug then tutup balik,padahal Haikal tu dah siap nak hug dia. Comel sangat hahahaha. Acap bonded with Ann's youngest brother,Arif while Buj made friends with Haikal. We thought them how to say bro ! The whole time it was,Lek Ah Bro or something with Bro at the end. Dorang pun terikut hahaha comel sangat ! There was this baby,Mariam,omagad,tembam nak mati comel gila gila gila gila ! Tangan macam durian tau,and her hair,fuhh,gangstah rapper yo. Then there was Ain,who only talked to the guys. Bob dengan Buj hulur tangan je dia sengih-sengih. Surrounded by boys the whole timeee. I left my phone with the boys so everytime I checked for a text message,wallpaper mesti tukar tukar. First it was Eijas,who by the way,is a frequent vain occupant in my Gallery. Then it was Firdaus and Eijas. Then it was Buj,then Majid and Firdaus,then Bob and Buj,well,you get the drill. We were sorta amused by that sqeuaky alien toy from Monsters vs Alien,yang macam hamster tu. Hahahaha don't ask why,it was just amusing. Guna tu pun boleh come up with dirty jokes -_-'

Had Biology tuition with Mr. Ramesh later that evening and everyone was dressed in a different shade of red as well. Left for Raihan's openhouse with them and hung around her place for a while. Same crowd plus the Bukit Jelutong,Tropicana and Hartamas gang hahaha. Met Raz again *fist bump* Tak shave pun,should've made him go get my drinks but I completely forgot about our deal. And Akif,still the same guy from sixth grade (y) Before we left,Raihan called us back again because the guys wanted to take shots so then Fawwaz suddenly shouted Duit Raya Duit Raya,terus Buj,Firdaus tu semua masuk balik hahahahaha
Shouted shotgun but then Buj sat in front because Ilya was afraid she couldn't see the road. So,Acap,Waa and I sat at the back. Firdaus's car was infront of us and Haziq's behind us. Pintu mamat tu tak tutup rapat pun. The five of us dropped by Starbucks,pretty sure Buj wasn't going to get much sleep after his macchiato and coffee cake hahaha.

And we came up with a new TM. It's bro and then a fist bump hahaha. Serious addictive. Sebelum nak balik je mesti buat tu (y)
You must think this is like,the end to the openhouse frenzy eh? Well,no. Next week,Ana and Ilya's place,tally ho !

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Carefree




Well,today marks a very intense weight gain session. Make way for an empty stomach :B
Exactly five weeks left till the battle,mind you. Somehow,the nerve racking hours have yet to begin. It's weird,considering the fact that I was positive I'd be trembling after Trials. Forcing myself to stay up late and consume information this early,unlike previous exams where I usually started a week before,isn't half as bad as I thought it would be. I just want to get it over and done with and by the time results roll around,I'd better be crying tears of joy . On the other hand,I know Additional Math ,Chemistry and Bahasa Melayu are gonna butcher my slip even more. Ah,benci benci benci Addmath ! I wish they had examples for every question -_-'
Oh and Waa,Ann did call me early this morning. I thought I was talking in my sleep.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Thursday, October 8, 2009


You know the feeling in your tummy when you're on the highest part of a loop-de-loop on a rollercoaster and it suddenly plunges down? That sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach?
That's exactly how you make me feel everytime I think about you. In a good way .

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Round Up





I never thought I would actually have a solid daily routine. No,not with my family but with the gang. Dulu,standard gila ah,pegi library ke apa lepas tu lepak taman. First it was Athinahapan then we got bored with the place because a) Gelap,banyak pokok and b) Balik rumah confirm ada gigitan nyamuk. So we migrated completely to Sulei. It's airy and I sorta like the graffiti. Petang-petang,sebelum gerak Sulei mesti stop dekat Mobil / 7Eleven and beli snacks. Ada satu petang tu,jalan dengan Waa lah. Dah terlalu biasa naik kereta sampai,sekali jalan rasa macam boleh berjanggut nak sampai destinasi pilihan. So then,I asked her whether she wanted to follow a shortcut sebab macam,dalam hati,you know the bukit yang belakang polis station tu? Yang ada longkang yang hidden so setengah orang ingat boleh guna untuk shortcut ? (K,aku sorang ah sebenarnya) Haa,kita ikut lah jalan situ,sekali bila sampai...nampak longkang tu ! Pastu Wa buat ah muka dia tu. Hahahahaha sampai aku mati,aku takkan paham kenapa korang semua still ask me for directions padahal dah tau fail gila Geography. Sorry ah brrrrro ! Back to the story,petang pegi Sulei tengok dorang main bola. Lepas tu selalu kena tinggal sorang sorang atas swing sebab orang lain nak main basikal, I sorang je tak tau macam mana. Bo-ring.
Lepas tu rasa macam lepak padang so yesterday *pasang lagu Hilary Duff*. Habis tu nak pegi mana petang-petang?! Duduk rumah study ah bro ! Tapi bosan ah bro ! So final destination kita lepas library,mamak ah bro ! Sebernarnya memang sejak azali lagi kita lepak mamak tapi not like we do now. Everyday. Literally every evening,ada tuition pun sqeeuze in time sebelum tu gatal-gatal dengan Jamal@Makbul.com atau that guy who knows our usuals dekat Mosin. Ceh,ada usuals dekat Mosin,kiuuut sangat hahaha. Jamal pulak selalu kasi receipt kita mesti ada heart kat tepi tu ! Sweet sangat :') Bila nak kasi digits? Boleh order drive-thru. *light bulb goes off in my head* Taknak ah,Mosin lagi sedap. Since Graduation Night,kaki dah tak jejak dalam kawasan sekolah. Ye ah,kata dah graduate,apa cita bro? Hahahaha. So macam,pagi pagi bangun,baring baring atas katil sampai rasa dah macam nak lunchtime,baru lah mandi. Tapi kalau ada tuition,terpaksa lah bangun awal.

Take today as an example,I woke up,thought of buying McDonald's for everyone but then I was running late so pegi lah rumah Ilya terus. Sampai-sampai mak Ilya beli nasi lemak yang ada sotong tu ! Sedap sial. Harini concentrate aa during tuition,sebab chapter tu makes my head spin. After tuition,semua berhijrah ke dapur,makan. Eijas dengan Ana,bossed Raidah around. Kesian dia,dah ah duduk sorang-sorang kat dining table sbb kat dapur takde tempat. Macam maid. Baru plan nak tengok cerita hantu dengan mak Ilya,tapi ada kawan-kawan dia so raincheck ! Ana dengan Ann pegi One Utama,beli specs baru untuk Ana sebab yang plastic tu patah dua. I stayed in with Ilya,lepas tu kita ada conference under the duvet on the bed. Did things and then Ilya sent me home. Got dressed and went to the library. Sampai sampai,nampak Firdaus. Terus stress takboleh buat kerja. Threw insults back and forth,as usual. Tak main joke yang macam dah basi. I'm sure people don't understand the fact that we're so sarcastic around each other yang sampai katai-mengatai tu macam memuji. This is like full on boleh hilang kawan punya mode. Somehow,I've never met anyone funnier than our group of friends. I swear . I'm sure the rest would vouch for me on this one. Mangsa yang kena insult dasyat memang Firdaus ah :') Best sangat. Tapi padan muka,Ana merajuk dengan Firdaus. Haih,geli hati tengok Firdaus beg for forgiveness dekat Mosin. Anyways,had a heart-to-heart talk with Khidhir. We have the same concept of the perfect relationship,high five me brutha. Bila Kid cakap dia nak maggi,tibatiba teringin maggi jugak. Mosin mari. Firdaus was the only one who had a car today,apa lagi :B

Dah kat tangga library tu,Afiqah tiba-tiba lari laju gila towards the car. Ye,kau Raja Shotgun *rolls eyes* The rest of us macam lek je jalan,tak terfikir pulak kereta kecik. SO, while Afiqah was all comfy in the front seat,we i.e (Syakir,Khidhir,Ana,Waa,Dayana and I) had to sqeeuze in the back. Kide on Syak,Me on Ana and Waa on Dayana. No pain,no gain aa bro . Boleh tahan ah kereta Firdaus,tapi rasa macam merangkak ah,like a turtle on a rampage ! Keluar dari kereta macam clown car *pasang lagu Bugs Bunny show bila dah habis tu* Duduk lah dekat luar since kat dalam no vacant spot. Flapp came and picked up Syak,I guess they were heading to One Utama. Saw Firdaus trying on Bob's helmet at the corner of my eye. Hahahahahaha lawak sial,kepala kecik sangat. Tengah makan tu,Ana tibatiba jerit OMG OMG OMG Jatuh Jatuh ! and she pointed towards Chua. Nampak tong sampah tu guling turun bawah and a small kid up on the hill,staring at the tong sampah. Hahahahahaha lawak sangat,nak tercekik maggi goreng dah. Lepas tu boleh lagi turun ramai ramai tolak balik tong sampah tu naik bukit. Damn,sah mak dorang minum Anmum (?) masa mengandung. Oh,then ada lah pesanan ringkas yang lawak to the core tapi takboleh cakap kat sini ah. Khidhir and Bob went to tuition so Firdaus was the only guy (is he a guy? *rubs chin* ) He wore Dayana's oversized sunglasses the whole time,serious tambah lagi gay. Sikit-sikit nak tanya kalau rupa macam Horatio ke tak. Tak cukup kasih sayang lah budak ni :( Ikut Firdaus hantar Afiqah pegi tuition then kita explore Taman Tun. Sweet tak? Sebab I belanja Firdaus duit minyak?! Sebab rasa guilty untuk beberapa saat?!

OKAY,battery dah nak mati,kena stop kat sini. Lega tak? *tarik nafas.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Better Go Get Your Armour


Personally,I'd like to wish Haizal,Nadia,Harreyka,Maria,Atiqah,Yusra,Asiyah,Lilia,Nisa all the best for your PMR papers. And to the rest of you who'll be sitting for the exam tomorrow onwards. It'll be a breeze and the last paper will be passed up before you know it. InsyaAllah,all your effort will be rewarded when results roll around. DON'T go around comparing your answers with other students,buat stress lebih je nanti,seriously.Give it your best and from next Tuesday onwards,sampai kau habis form four lah nanti,keluar je,tak ingaaaaat dunia punya keluar. My God,the feeling is inevitable people ! Yang sampai last day PMR tu nanti,orang yang ada kat sekolah tu mesti jealous. Yang macam,DAMN SEDIH SIAL NEXT YEAR KITA ADA PMR/SPM !@#$%^&* (That's how I felt when PMR 08 was over and we were stuck in school for Biology classes) All the best,xx

Omagad,lepas ni SPM punya turn pulak.