Melancholy

Me : Okay,are you ready to be horny?
Harreyka : Um,I tak rasa apa-apa pun you guys
Atiqah : *moans*
Waa: EEEEEEEEEEE Atiqah babi horny sial
Harreyka (again ) : Its not working korang
Atiqah : I pandai,um,um,yang orang buat kat i punya
Also present in this video - Lilia,Hanna,Deb,Yusra
This was somewhere during kawad-month in 2008
My God,you don't know how much I miss our after-kawad-specials,you guys :')

Melancholic, I must say
I refuse to type down those three alphabets in a post as it only makes me feel,well,flustered
On to a lighter note,this may be too early but I can't wait for Prom 09
Although,we're going through some complications,we'll make it work
My hands are just itching to get a hold of a Marchesa or Monique Lhuillier piece for prom
My bank account however,agrees otherwise
Fret not,as there's always a silver lining,no?
Instead of memorizing formulas and facts for the-thing-that-must-not-be-named,I've been religiously compiling different designs to be made into the perfect prom dress
Sort of like my amateur version of a Look Book
Much to Mother's annoyance,she's telling me to start learning how to cook burgers and working the cash machine as my only hope now is the McDonalds' DriveThru
TTDI had the day off today so I'll start school tomorrow
The day after next is,SUKANTARA (insert sound effect of doom)
Seeing as it's my last,I'm looking forward to that eventhough I won't pass most of the rounds
I'm ready to make a fool of myself especially when it'll come to sprints,lontar peluru and long jumps HAHAHA
I'm keeping my fingers crossed however,as I really want to pass the 400m run this year
For reasons unbeknown to me,my legs are killing me and my room needs a good wall-to-floor cleaning,I can barely see the floor or my bed

School today was somewhat relaxing,although it rained heavily throughout the day
First period was Physics,didn't pay attention at all,but I was speaking really loudly over the clashing thunder and I think Bates was sorta annoyed hahaha
After that was History with Sritharan,he makes it really enjoyable
Then it was English,Hazlin called us all to the hall

Man: *says something to Raihan*
Me : WHAT?!Mann,apa ni,main kayu tiga!
Man: Siapa cakap I main kayu ?I main lubang je
Me : Hahahahahaha !
Ruiz : Why are you telling three innocent girls (Raihan,Nad and I) all this?
Byron : No,that's wrong. Why are you telling two innocent girls and Sha this?
Me : Harhar,funny man ah you Byron

Theeen,they tied my shoelaces together and I couldn't walk or anything
The knots were extremely tight and semua dah cuak takboleh bukak -.-'
We talked about how gays are freaks of nature and things related to what a normal conversation would sound like when Mann,Byron,Mir and Hanyang's around

Ruiz : Shaa! Are you ticklish?Hahaha
Me : Jangaaan,undeniably ticklish
Ruiz : *tries to poke me*
Byron : Wei,Iz,why are you touching Sha's boobs?!
Hanyang : Huh?What boobs?
Me : HEY!
The rest : Hahahaha

Azzim and Deb were somewhat intrigued by my Sketch Book that was blank
Sooo,Azzim decided to turn the first page into a work of art
HAHAHAHA LAWAK GILA SIAL
I so have to rip that page out when tuition rolls around,mister!

Finished my Lisan during BM after recess and Nurul,Deb,Waa and I ate chocolate brownies at the back
Unfortunately for me,I didn't notice there was chocolate on my seat
When I stood up,Mann went " Shaaaa...you have chocolate on your butt"
And the rest of Alpha was laughing and Byron asked me whether I was sure it was chocolate
I told him Yeah,I Tasted It ; YOU TOOK THE RISK?! Hahaha Byron Byron *shakes head*
I'm swearing off chocolate for a week and now I'm gonna catch up on my sleep
I'm being deprived of dreams,people !

Figment of Your Imagination

I'm not denying the fact that I've an itty-bitty ounce of jealousy running through my veins but I shall put that aside for the sake of this post

Backtracking to Saturday,I woke up feeling rather drowsy and nauseous but dragged myself into the shower,put on some decent clothes and reluctantly went to school for kawad practice which was a waste of time ( kena maki hamun lagi dengan si dia yang memang takboleh move on from high school life,kau pakai tudung,go around preaching about Islam tapi mulut berlaser gila babi,kau tahu kan tu dikira dosa jugak? )

Went back home around 1130pm as I had Chemistry tuition but was tardy (as if it's a crime,you really should purchase yourself a packet of chill pills) because Dad had things to settle

Had Biology after that with Mr. Ramesh and Ann drove us to One Utama for Raidah's Suprise Birthday Tea

Needless to say,she was gobsmacked hehehe ( taknak gelak teeheehee dah,Ilman ejek )

We were really boggled by the names Atin's asrama-mates made-up for each other and couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole conversation

The worst part is,Atin wasn't kidding,people like this really do exist

Sha : Woinks?Pe-ah?Geez,and I thought our nicknames were weird HAHAHAHAHAHA

Afiqah : Apa maksud woinks pun?!

Atin : Alaaa,dia macamnii *bobbles her head*

Sha : Ohh,Atin,dalam dunia kita,we call it BobbleHeads tau

Ilya : Kasi lah nama lain jugak,kita nak gelak lagi ni hahahahaha

Atin : Ada this one guy,his name's Syaqil but we call him Jong

Us : HAHAHAHAHAHAHA JONG ?!Modgorb lah,itu lah,what's next?!HAHAHAHAHA

Atin : A few seniors ni,nama satu tu Pe-ot and Jijah *looks at us really seriously*
Us : Hahahahahahahaahahahaha * banging the table

Atin : Ada pengkid ni tau and dia ikat tudung mcm yang ribbon kat neck tu HAHA

Ilya : Waa,cuba ikat sikit,tunjuk kita

Sha : I thought ikatan ni only exists in movies involving makcik tua-tua

Lingered around One Utama until Mama Qis picked Qis and I up

Around 8pm,Mum called to tell me that she had a dinner to attend so I was to stay slightly longer

When Qis and I went down to the kitchen,her mum told me to "Stay over lah,Auntie nak bully Sha pulak harini,kita tengok the Unborn"

Texted Mama and she gave me the greenlight to sleepover,had dinner in Hartamas and explored Kuala Lumpur shortly after

Watched the Unborn with Qis's family and sleepily climbed the stairs at midnight

Did the usual riff with Qis,stalked Myspace pages and criticised people's clothing items

As Qis was lying down on the bed,she asked me "Shaa,who's that little boy staring at you tu?"

I literally leaped from the armchair onto her bed and said "I am so sleeping on the bed with you tonight,Ilya"

I did and almost fell off the egde numerous times in the middle of the night hahaha

Woke up on Sunday to Ann's call and drove over to Mosin for breakfast in our pajamas

Soon after,Ramesh came over for Physics tuition and he exclaimed excitedly that the different atmosphere in our first class and today's class ketara nak mati *grins*

Mind you,this post is very rojak but it doesn't really matter does it?
As long as you people don't mind and agreeing would be a pretty safe answer

Alas,tomorrow's the start of a new term which also unfortunately means waking up at the ass-crack of dawn and dragging ourselves to that hellhole we're sent to in order to jetset to London,England and snag a Brit whilst studying literature or law

xx

Sayang Sentiasa

I is meething you tho much
Rindu gila sial,sumpah rindu
Aku tak pernah rindu orang lain macam ni pun
Rindu Waa and her failed attempts to scare me with that "stare"
Rindu Ilya and her similarities to Jacko the Wacko
Rindu Ann and her vulgar jokes
Inilah akibatnya jumpa tiap-tiap hari
You guys are literally my 24/7
RINDU GILA NAK MATI :'(
Lepas ni nak big hug little kiss puas-puas HAHAHA

Nothing Less

S'been a long time since I was this sick and the germs have decided to pay me a visit
Quote a line from one of Flapp's post, "Don't get sick once in a full moon,kalau tak memang kaw-kaw"
My tastebuds have gone AWOL and I've used up a box of tissues
My throat feels as if someone's slowly raking it
My body is aching really badly and my head's throbbing madly as if it's become a set of drums being banged on
At the risk of sounding vulgar and repulsive,I've puked a maximum of 4 times today
Many thanks to that as my jaw feels numb and my stomach's strained
I'm not a big fan of swallowing pills either so I'm guessing it'll take a longer time for me to recover
During this period of time,I tend to think,generally
Because I can't do much when I'm sick other than lying lifelessly on the couch,curled up in a ball with the remote control in hand
My act of feigning shall be ceased as I cannot pretend that I could care less

Fast Forward,Pause,Rewind

Twas the first time TTDI organized Orientation Night for the Prefects and I'm quite glad Pn Hanizah decided to give us 09 Seniors to handle it
Friday started off pretty normal and I intended to get some shut eye because I had the feeling we would be in for a rough ride
Alas,I ended up rushing around the house,stuffing things into bags of which I brought 4 much to everyone's shock
Left for school around 6pm and missed the Opening Speech because I forgot to buy A4 paper for the Icebreaking session so I had to call Ayah
Had dinner at the tapak perhimpunan and we prayed that the rain would at least wait awhile (we were eating in open air,orang kantin kedekut gila)
Changed and got ready for the performances which were hilarious,we gave them two silly themes e.g Melatah + Michael Jackson,PCD + Disney
Around 1130pm,Acap called the form five's out and assigned us into pairs,I was with Buj for the Owl Operation
Walked to the Surau's parking lot at midnight,I most likely ran as I was walking alone since setengah orang jalan laju gila and the rest were walking really slow
Then the groups came and they were told to blindfold themselves and Buj and I had to take care of Group 9
Buj insisted that he'd lead the group and that I was to walk behind them
I,on the other hand,was freaking out because Seng Fatt creeped the hell out of me before that
Anws,the whole thing was hilarious.Telling them to duck and jump and crawl when nothing was actually in front,above or under them,Buj was cracking jokes the whole way and I nearly peed in my pants because Aqmal was such a scaredycat,never wanting to let go of my hand or Sai's shoulders hahahahaha
Ended around 130am and we got ready for the Base to Base activity,I was paired up with Deb
Burhan,Bryan Koh and Seng Fatt's base was the closest and we sat with them while waiting for the groups to arrive
I desperately needed to pee so Burhan volunteered to come along with Deb as well
I forced Deb to come in the cubicle with me hahaha
After that,everything went on pretty smoothly and it we were forced to end it around 3am
Had supper and got ready for bed,I was lying down when either Burhan or Mann called to say that Flapp wanted to see us at the tapak perhimpunan
Was pretty pissed off because I just couldnt open my eyes anymore and my thighs ached from running around but everyone went down anyways
We form fives sat in a circle and just talked and discussed about a pretty heavy matter but we managed alright considering that by 430am,everyone was lying down and staring at the stars or had already fallen asleep like Bryan and G hahaha
We actually went up around 5am,people!Had to wake up around 630am but we slept again after that
Had breakfast and the closing ceremony and that was pretty much it
Rushed home and slept until 8pm,and slept again around 11pm till 11am
Went over to Ilya's place today and just hung out
Come to think of it,we don't really go out to OU or Curve or KL often
And some people actually have a problem with us being so,domestic
Tolong lah,we know how to have fun and that doesn't really inclued coming home at 2am in the morning from God know's wherever you were

Blank Stares

Pn OoiMeWaaAmir
*Babbling to the class about Definite Integrals*
Chugchug,IGNORED
Everytime dia tanya soalan,kita buat tu,chughchug IGNORED
What the hell is she talking about?Seriously,I think I'm copying tulisan Tamil or something
Hahahahaha tahu takpa
*Babbles somemore to HanYang or Byron*
Mir,ajar I dari basic,I feel so stupid right now
Okay,jap,so do you know what Integration is?
It's a reversible something something of Differentiation *grins widely*
Err,oookay,yes it is.Okay so,you buat mcmni dulu *scribbles* Eh jap,no,like this *scribbles and erases* Eh jap
Amir-.-'
*Raihan comes over to my place and starts talking about Prom*
You girls!Not doing my work at all!
*mumbles* Oh,we were supposed to do your work?


MannRaihanMe
Siapa dah tengok The Curious Case of Luqman Butang?
Hahahahahaha!
No not yet,story line dia macam mana?
*babbles about the story line*
Woah,bapak ah,we have to watch that
There's a sequel as well,The Curious Case of Luqman,Bras and Panties
Disturbing image sial O.O
Dia mcm,experiment with a bra and panties and sekali he can't open the panties,so he'll have to wear panties the whole time
Hahahahaahaha,how will he open it?Dia mesti cuba kan
Well,it's a tough job.Y'see,dia kena steam dulu,so like ada wap so senang nak keluar,like this * imitates somebody opening panties with difficulty*
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee,okay Man -.-'

Repel

I could give you a million and one reasons as to why I have not been humoring people with posts
Days have been so dull and it's already March which also means we've 8 more months to go
Truth be told,I'm not over the moon happy these past few days,not even close to being content
Albeit I spend days mostly with friends,I come home feeling completely exhausted and simply angry with the world,with people,even with the damn toothbrush and closet door
I feel as if I've been carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders
I feel as if everyone's suffering from "Don't Think Before You Say A Word" syndrome
I feel utterly guilty for everything I don't do these days
There are even days when I feel completely alone eventhough I'm in the middle of a crowd
I'll turn my head to one side,raise my eyebrows and frown because I can't seem to understand the inside joke
However,I've not come to terms with my hormones this month so I can blame all this hoohah on that

On a lighter note,I got a call from the school a few days ago when we were on the way home from Putrajaya
Remember my bag that was stolen?A lady found it on a chair in Hentian Putra (Gila lah,pengembara sial bag aku !),rummaged through my stuff and managed to contact the school
I was quite exalted by the fact but I had to wait until today to get the saint's number
Dad and I went to Kuala Lumpur to meet her and I almost cried when I saw my bag HAHA
Unbelievably,it's in mint condition and so are my books,Alhamdulillah
I thanked her profusely and forced my father to give her RM100,I mean,how thoughtful of her to go through all the trouble,no?
Never did I think I'll get to see my bag again with its pins and for everything to be just the way it was when I left it in the car a month ago still amazes me
I had to keep myself from starting a storm of my own when I saw Pn. Fadhilah and her family though
They sold nasi lemak by the road side and have to stretch their money as far as they can
I cannot begin to explain how utterly grateful I am to them,God bless

p/s F,who'll remind me to close the fans and lights now? :(

xx