Ace

Hung out with Wa,Ilya,Ann and Raa this evening around 600 or so

Raa had cards with her and we played Kurap because it's the easiest (and maybe because,I,err am clueless about the other card games hehe)
A mosquitoe bit my arm and so I twisted it towards Ilya to check the bite mark out with the cards still firmly gripped when suddenly Ilya and Raa burst into laughter
Okay,fine! Bimbo sikit ah aku. Banyak ah sebenarnya hahahaha
Got bored and Waa found a soccer ball across the field and took it
No idea what got into us today,bahasa gila rempit sial hari ni !
Crude jokes were tossed around,mainly about the ball
Ilya thought she had the Brit accent down pat but she sounded like a Kelantanese trying to converse in English haa yew tink yew so tiiiiiut haa
And we're not built for soccer,main macam ^$%@%!(#&!
Left the padang around 715 or so and we split up
ILYA (See,aku bold kan nama kau hahahaha emoshit,niggerrr),Waa and I turned on the radio and sang rap songs in these gruff voices
I think we got Girlfriend on tape,will post it if I get my hands on it
Honestly,we do some bonding practically everyday but somehow,today was different
I have no idea as to why you guys made my day
Maybe it's because you four are the only people who actually bother to put up with me
Dah lah aku macam bimbo gila babi nak mati tiap-tiap hari
You must be extremely infatuated with me *sighs* hahahaha

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*kisses the ground*

Gender Bender

Ada orang tu obsessed dengan chick flick,siap nangis tengok My Sassy Girl lagi :') ahahahahahahahahahahaha LMAO ROFL

Cold Shoulder

If it makes you feel any better,this silent treatment is worse than isolation. Over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin. Those who still consider you as a friend even after you decide to pull a bank heist are the ones who accept you,flaws included. They constantly remind you that you know just how to be a pain in the derriere.The thing is,they are well aware that loving you is learning to put up with all your ramblings. Friends like these don't come along often. Trust me,I out of all people,should know.

However,some weave their way through your life and disappear forever. You may think you know him/her like the palm of your hand. Never in a gazillion years did you ever expect them to walk out on you. I never expected it either because the silly fights usually lead to an apology ten minutes after. People tell you to get over it and that you have a million other friends you can count on,which is true. Why bother,no? Sometimes,they can never understand how it is to be in my shoes right now. I don't think anyone will be able to understand . There are days when I feel so frustrated and aggravated,I feel like ripping my hair out and scream freakin' loud till my neighbours call the cops.Over these past few weeks,making decisions has been the hardest part ever. Should I? What If I ...?

Which leads to my final decision,I simply won't try anymore. Though,if you bump into me five years from now and act all buddy-buddy with me,I swear I will rub that smile off your face. I don't care if people think I didn't make an effort which is bullcrap,because I can bet my skinny arse I made a hell of an effort. If I have to endure days where it's just a tight smile or a forced reason to speak to me,so be it. Sue me for sounding so overrated and cliche' but maybe,just maybe,I'm closing the book. I despies stories that keep the readers hanging,with question marks lingering in their minds. Therefore,I wont keep anyone hanging. I apologize if words had come out harsh,though I sincerely doubt that. Just in case you're wondering,I didn't dedicate one whole post for bad-mouthing you simply because I have no valid reason to do so and because I dont have any intentions either.

Ilya : I'm Aishah Zein,I know people hate me. I just choose to not give a f*ck about it!
HAHAHAHA damn Ilya,you couldn't be more precise! Ehem,that's why I'm not a nervous wreck like some people,pardon me if I don't show any response to your bashes
Have a nice day (A)

Waves

When somebody asks you how you are,you answer with a shrug
You know they don't really care because it's what we call an ice-breaker
Sooner or later,people decide to just get on with their lives,why bother?
Choosing not to ask knowing that the answer might hurt,no?
One day,this random guy brings up a sensitive subject,one that you've tried to avoid but it kills you not to probe?
Anyways,he stops to take a look at you and asks "So,How Do You Feel About It?"
Suddenly,you're overwhelmed by a myriad of feelings
Because you know,you just know that he really,truly wants to know how you feel
Jarang jumpa lelaki macam tu. I sat beside a guy like that today,am talking to a guy like that right now.
As for the rest? Well,guys like that ain't got balls.

Been investing in bangles,plain over sized tshirts and aviators lately
Don't feel like making an effort these days,why bother?
Shall go with the flow,yo !
Despite my less than satisfying results,I found out that Pn. Suhana really thinks I can do it
She told me there were form two girls coming up to her and asking her about my results
Bak kata dia "Mungkin Aishah tak tau,tapi nama Aishah paling banyak disebut tau"
Ehem,have a feeling it ain't good crap about me though
Anyways,she told me that as much as my name's being mentioned and as much as I'm known (possibly for being a sucky role model),
I've to show people that my IQ is higher than that of Jessica Simpson
I know this may sound silly,but her approach actually worked
Albeit SPM is four more months away,Imma strive for better results
Oh,I think I'm gonna stop feeding you bullcrap by saying I wont be online blablabla.
Who am I kidding -_-' Besides,I can have cake and eat it too,or something like that
Bimbo momeeeeent *shut up Audrey*
So hyped up right now,like an Energizer Bunny !

p.s Freakin' stoked that I've watched Transformers on Wednesday,sayang Bob ! hahaha
p.p.s Megan Fox is freakin' hot ! I mean,she may be the most beautiful thing that will ever walk on Earth! K,I sound like a holy lesbian worshipper but damn,you'd have to be completely insane if you think otherwise
p.p.p.s I have zero idea as to why my mood swing just did a 180 ! I mean,I'm having my period todaaay and I'm usually curled up in a foetal position on my bed with a hot water bottle by my side,screeching here and there but not this month,weiiiird
p.p.p.p.s God,this is actually bruising my I'm Having My Period So Don't Stand In My Way ego :'(
p.p.p.p.p.s This post isn't really over,is it? I feel like eating bread,just bread.I shall stop here,no here,okay,hereeee. Eee,babi annoying Sha,diam ah.Okay,tooodles!